my itsie bitsie life

i moved...

2008-04-02T08:24:00.001+08:00

better life, better me.....

http://glamourosa929.blogspot.com

speak to you sooon

more of my wishlist

2006-10-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

boots, skinny jeans, houndstooth blazer hahaha list goes on.

im craving for chocolates today...

happy 13th monthsary to me and my bf cheers!

wishlist

2006-10-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

im really a mababaw person... so anything can really make me happy.

here's my xmas wishlist

-meiji's macadamia nuts chocolate
-ghirardelli anything but i want mint chocolate or anything with nuts
-jules de trooper (so hard to find!)
-M & M's mega
-MOTOKRZR the electric blue phone is in!!
-black leggings... still couldn't find the better one
-a new digicam
-GCs to the best spa!
-to see my boyfriend in december

i think that's all for now.

starting all over.

2006-10-19T17:57:00.000+08:00

im currently taking an airline course for 2 sessions already because eversince i undewent training with an airline, i loved what i was doing. then i decided to continue what i have learned because this is what really interests me.

for the past three days ive been so productive, distributing my resumes to some companies in makati. i told my boyfriend that i cant go to dubai right now because im not yet prepared but i would love to work abroad and of course, be with my one and only love.

oh well, i dont know if i deserved everything that i have right now. why does my parents have to support me financially all the time? esp. now that i dont have a job. i know im lucky but i dont think this is right for me.

baclaran

2006-09-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

im so proud that i got to this place for the first time by commute. when i came there, there were a lot of people. luckily, i was just on time to hear the novena mass. someone spoke a while ago about his dad who was surrounded with 10 people and was shot in front of their house. i just can't help myself but to symphatize with her story about her family. i didnt want to weep so instead i look up to the ceiling. =) anyways, i prayed about what i want. hopefully, the plan goes well. i lit 2 candles: one for me and my boyfriend that we'd stay long together and one for my career. oh well, i still have faith in Him even if i have so many trials in life right now. i gotta be strong.

nuthin much

2006-09-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

ok so i went to this agency but didnt like the salary but i like the idea of having a tax free salary with free accomo, food and transport.

anyways, so right after the short interview...i went to shang to have my first month eye check up. it's everything fine... i have a 20/15 vision which is good.

tomorrow is wednesday. i plan to go to baclaran. so many things to do ugh! but i wanna be productive this week.

me and my webcam

2006-09-18T13:04:00.000+08:00

i just finished talking to him in ym. ive got to use my webcam. he haven't gone to my place so i toured him my room and few stuff.i really miss him so much! only if i could go to dubai for a long drive, i would go there right away just to see him. love you my baby honey! :D

hooray.

2006-09-18T10:12:00.000+08:00

2 week of hibernation at home. ugh! i didn't gain any weight. issues about my mom havent resolved. they dont really care about me anyway.

so, sat and sun...i went out of my shell. i bought some stuff that i need. i got a webcam for myself and a usb flash drive for my brother. i scanned my photos for my application, yes im ready to distribute it to some agencies. and also, i bought a polo which i think looks good on me. im really trying to collect work clothes though im not yet working again. i hope it can work out soon.

12 more days, it will be my baby and i's first anniversary. and im really excited! though he still cant go home. i really wanted to go to dubai for him and also to look for a work. i just wish that i'm doing the right thing, following him there even if it's against my parents' will, i'd still want to live on my own and experience freedom. besides, i'm 23 years old and 2 more years i'm on my mid 20's. i need to have a career too...yah know.

boo.

2006-09-16T09:33:00.000+08:00

it's been a while since i updated this site. hmmm wow! i still have visitors.

im actually blogging in my other site -> http://www.xanga.com/loca_grrl. just check it out and if you can leave me a message there. that would be nice. thank you!

now that i remembered my user and pass for this akawnt, i shall begin blogging here from now on.

single no more

2005-10-22T06:40:00.000+08:00

im already taken pakshet!

selfishness

2005-10-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

why can i only have one when i want both of it?? it's sooo hard to choose. *sigh

good morning pilipinas

2005-09-20T05:03:00.000+08:00

wow my breakfast for today i ate...granola bar, leche flan and almond what do they have in common? they're all SWEET!

im not happy

2005-09-19T04:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wanna hide my feelings... but not today...

one question

2005-08-27T08:16:00.000+08:00

why do guys come and go?

oh rainy days

2005-08-09T07:22:00.000+08:00

lovin the weather except for one..i dont have my boo around, so i would just hug my pillow really really tight...

oh i just can't wait to fall in love again...

what am i like?

2005-08-06T11:06:00.000+08:00

take the test too here: what am i like?

The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Innovators
*Energetic and creative taking inspiration from everyone they meet
*Enjoy flexible work environments with few rules and many opportunities for fun
*Think of themselves as imaginative, sociable and sympathetic
*May not think logically about their ideas

More about Innovators
Innovators are fun-loving, creative, sensitive people who enjoy developing their ideas by discussing them with others. This group supports the people around them and expects the same in return. Others are drawn to Innovators because of their love of life, caring nature and openness.

Innovators are most likely to say they do their best work when they start at the last minute, according to a UK survey.
Innovators are good at spotting opportunities and recognizing potential in people. Innovators put all their energy into new projects and their enthusiasm motivates others to support their plans.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Innovators may become rebellious and unfocused. Under extreme stress, Innovators may become preoccupied with meaningless details.

Innovators may over-extend themselves or put a night out with friends ahead of more pressing commitments.

Innovator Careers
Innovators are drawn to careers that require teaching or counselling, where they can work with and help encourage the development of others.

It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results.

work...

2005-08-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

man! i was late by a minute at work a while ago and my lead approached and asked "what happened to you?" he sounded really concerned about me. i had LPA shown in my record(delay working about 2mins couldnt find a station that was my reason). i need motivations...ive been thinking of staying in a call center for about 2 years or less or maybe work in other company or maybe i should go back to inquirer again coz i also enjoy the work there since it's a media company. so many plans yet i havent fulfill anything. huh!!

u dunno how much....

2005-08-02T08:51:00.000+08:00

ive BEEN crushing this guy eversince i met him during froshie orientation. he never bores me with his stories, such a funny guy and also a gentleman... and oh how can i forget? he sang "dont say goodbye, say goodnight" with matching gitara pa ha. such a sweetest thing ever a guy would do.

i realized how NUMB i was. hahaha.

so much wonderful things to say about him. he made my black n white life into a colorful one even if it was just for a short time. ;)

m-azing chocolates

2005-07-31T13:46:00.000+08:00

my mom discovered new chocolates at grocery.

she sent me 3 bars of m-azing (it's a new line of m&m chocolates)and some meiji's (ive always been a fan of japan label chocolates) aww...how sweet...

i feel good whenever i eat sweets... it makes me hyper! =)

hiding what i feel

2005-07-30T07:28:00.000+08:00

people think i have a smooth sailing life... no waves or no sharks around the ocean. they usually see me as a jolly person but what you see is you dont get it sometimes. i woke up this morning feeling so bad... mad and jealous of someone else. why some people are so unfair? thanks to you blogger coz i still have someone who listens to all my problems. that's right baby, im going crazy...and that i need to see a psychiatrist.

just dunt wanna think it anymore. i want to keep myself busy...work or sleep or go out have fun ~i miss going gimiks!

connect

2005-07-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

ive been blinded by his sweetness
or was he just flirting with me?

and i realized how stupid i am making the first move...
i baked butterscotch for him and i put some papers inside of it (sort of like fortune cookies)

lesson i learned...
never fall in love with jerks

im happy...
we're still friends ;)

so wonderful to have them

2005-07-26T08:20:00.000+08:00

today i wanna write something about my friends... my qc friends or should i say MY hotchicas...we've known each other for 5 years already. how ridiculous it may seems but we only just met thru internet. we became friends because of the common things we do plus our houses are just like less than 10km away. so if one of us has a problem, madaling hagilapin. i must say that they're very real. i love them to bits.. they're the only people who help me to gain so much confidence. =) both of them went to the states for good. i was left here alone and luckily, i got a job one month after i graduated in college. but even if our life has changed...we keep our communications open. and im looking forward to see them soon...as in i wanna hug them and tell them how i miss them so much...

things i miss

2005-07-23T06:46:00.000+08:00

saw this in my photobucket akawnt...

i miss this phone so bad. my brother borrowed it from me and lost it. this is one of the things i bought from my own money.

palawan...this is where you can find solitude!!

tambay sa kalye.. inuman...sunog baga...kwentuhan...kulitan...kantahan...

i never posted this to any of my blogs...getting drunk and wasted was the best feeling i ever had...FREEDOM

afraid.

2005-07-21T00:06:00.000+08:00

you know what i am afraid of?

being ALONE. if you know what im saying. =P

she goes bang bang herself...

2005-07-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

i was depressed last monday early morning...good thing i had someone to talk to... hay... i miss my hotchicas already... =)

but no matter what life must goes on...

im really going crazy...

2005-07-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Natalie-Going Crazy
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the one for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather I can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...

a lot of things change

2005-04-26T08:11:00.000+08:00

im a working girl now. proud to say... =) now i know how hard to earn money and it feels good coz im paying for my own expenses... gas, food/grocery, toletries, clothing... though im not saving anything for my future. =(

happy valentine's day

2005-02-14T13:45:00.000+08:00

been busy this past few days. confused. i dunno where i'm going....really...career wise. im in a cafe and finally i got to fix this site... nehoo... im maintaining my xanga account... http://xanga.com/loca_grrl check it out.

almost a month recap

2005-01-19T20:41:00.000+08:00

whoa...it's been a while...anyway, im here to update again my blog though i lost my flooble and numbers of visitors...whoever read this crap blog...oh well, say something.. im back at being so bored...

for 3 weeks, my parents were very lenient to allow me to party until 5am because of my two guy cousins from the states...it was fun spending time with them again after so long years of not seeing each other...now that they're gone...i miss them...
(1) no more noise in this house...nobody wakes me up every morning in my room
(2) cracking my toes and fingers...ouchie~ matt's thingie.
(3) punching and pinching my arm...
(4) playing pusoy dos until 4am...
(5) eating fishballs whenever we could find somewhere
(6) criticizing people, what they wear... make fun of them...laugh trip.
(7) lunch/dinner buffets ~gawd... circles cafe was one of the best buffets we had...
(8) picture session while experiencing traffic...
(9) tequila session with cousins at home (that happened for the first time...i got really drunk!)
(10) starbucks almost every night (just to complete matt's planner, got mine na rin ahead)
(11) or cheap thrills mini stop's mocha freez for 25 pesos when we're all broke...
(12) meeting showbiz personalities at abs-cbn... we watched mtb ang saya saya LIVE...my friends texted me and asked me if it was me...yes,i looked small because i was squeezed between two big guys... referring to my cousins...hahaha (hope they dont read this).... i finally met one of my crushie! jc cuadrado... i find duncan of southborder and archie cute... =) so much about that
(13) getting a massage after we all got drunk...that just felt better!

merry christmas

2004-12-24T17:11:00.000+08:00

merry christmas to everyone!

pics from rian's party..

2004-12-22T09:06:00.001+08:00

our pix during rian's saturday party... a mini get together with some of her friends...

ansorry mom if she reads this.

2004-12-21T16:16:00.000+08:00

i've not been feeling good these days you know, even if i have attended 6 mornings of simbang gabi...my mom and i dont get along well. it started last friday. i didnt really want to take her to edsa shangrila hotel because i knew friday will be really traffic in edsa...i made my own plan to watch a movie with my cousin. i told her and she said i should go home right away coz my dad was going to pick her up daw... she even told me i was making an instant plan again... come to think of it, i dont go out often now because of the oil price hike. so instead of wasting gas just to make hatid her to the hotel... but then,i didnt told her my plan to drop by starbucks na. hay. then i went home and ate dinner with my dad, he asked if it was traffic and i said yes. tapos i told him my plan and he said "sana sinabi mo para ikaw na lang nag antay sa kanya. ginagawa naman nya kong driver nya eh." just what i've thought.

yesterday, my lola asked me to buy christmas balls at SM. i hitched a ride with my mom since she was going to slimmer's. but unfortunately, there were no red & gold christmas balls available...so i walked alone going to main, check out stores...went to starbucks, and then decided to go back to annex. when i was in annex, my mom texted me to buy her granita, her latest addiction..had to go back to main ulit. basta, she asked me to go back again several times just to get her that...my feet were soring already. as in, coz been at the mall for 2 days straight. i told her my feet really hurt. and she was like "ikaw ang bata bata mo pa sumasakit na paa mo....blah blah." she was mad at me. i bought it even though it wasn't frozen. basta she even told me pinagloloko ko daw sya. and that granita should be frozen by an hour...and long sermons in the car going home.

i know im old enough to know what is right or wrong and good or bad... to make my own decision in life...but she's still holding my neck up to now. sometimes, i thought of running away from our house but i just dunno where to stay or hide from them... i'm afraid i might end up being palaboy. im choosing the right time maybe if i get to marry a lucky guy, someone who'll take me away from a lot of problems in our house. do i sound so pathetic? well, i am and that's what i am dreaming of since i was a kid.

simbang gabi

2004-12-16T13:36:00.000+08:00

in my entire life, my family and i never really attend simbang gabi. and i was curious it's my first time to attend simbang gabi kanina...i made it happen. i woke up @ 4am. muy laziness didn't hit me this morning though i only had 5 hours of sleep... (i went home almost 1030pm already...long story...) i was more of excited. i went exactly 5am to church....sobrang jampack na. well, i didn't expect that a lot of kids will be there...they were brought by their moms.

one thing i like here in our church is i dont see teenagers who go to church just to make pa porma lang. i've noticed that when i went to churches in our province. sobrang crowded and they don't really listen to mass...i'm planning to donate my old shirts, other stuff to poor people. i don't really need it much since i only wear same attire everyday, basic tee & jeans.

scary stalker...

2004-12-11T19:38:00.000+08:00

haaay... you dont know what happened to me just a while ago...is this serendipity or what?...sheesh.

i went to shiny's house but the maid said she wasn't there....i didn't know that we weren't going to las pinas anymore. so instead, i went to gh all by myself to check out the tiangge and to eat my lunch coz i was hungry again....first, i went to theater mall then there was this guy chasing me...calling me... miss, miss... i refused to look at him...i thought it was other girl but he was actualy refering to me...he said i left something. he opened his backpack and i saw a white plastic... i knew it wasn't really mine, i told him. it was a pug dog stuff toy. he explained it to me... blah blah for 5 minutes, i told him he was weird... and he said "it was... i was following you, when you were crossing the street and i got out of the cab." btw, his name's niel... according to him, he was on vacation, he's from cali but grew up here in manila. ok, my plan was ruined because of him but he told me we could go around and shop together...but i wasn't comfortable being with him. he treat me to starbucks and supposed to be lunch also, but i got dyahe and so, i had to make excuses coz i was thinking other stuff possible may happen to me.. one thing i dont like him is that he's sooo loud that everyone looks at him especially when he told me he wants to make friends with me. to make the story short, he asked my number and i gave him my temporary number, the sun. thank God wala namang nangyari masama sakin.

oh well, finally beb and i ate at kebab~ been craving for chelo for 2 weeks.

whiny day

2004-12-09T09:24:00.000+08:00

i have two big bruises on my both legs... as in really big. i had one last sunday and now it's purple...then had another on my right upper leg. this is not normal for me when im having my monthly period.

yesterday, i picked up my brother in PCA...then went to our dermatologist. three of us had an appointment...and according to my record, my last visit was 2 years ago... haha...then went to national bookstore at quezon ave...ugh!! the traffic and i was sooo hungry...my brother bought a lot of sytro balls, different sizes from 4 1/2 to 7. i dunno what came into my mind, that i bought a sketch book, charcoal pencil and watercolor pencils when i know i dont know how to draw.

my 2 brother and i almost had an accident. the truck at our back bumped us because he had no brakes. nagulat kaming 3. especially my younger brother who was at the back sleeping. buti na lang we were far from the car in front of us. i checked but good thing no damage not even a scratch. whew.

went home 930pm... pagod!

finish na defense

2004-12-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

woohoo ang sarap ng feeling nakahinga nako ng maluwang.

HAAAY!

problem ko naman is job hunting! :)

too much stuff to tell

2004-12-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

oohh, im feeling sleepy today. i dunno if it's because of the weather or because i haven't found time to lie on my bed and take a good rest.

from super bagyo... to christmas shopping

FRIDAY DECEMBER 3, 2004
i had nothing to do. i accompanied my mom to EDWARD TENG's shop. and went to NORTH, she asked me to park the car because the line was so long and she had to go, late for her gym.

SATURDAY DECEMBER 4, 2004
early morning, we went to St James Bazaar @ Cuenca. It was hot, kept complaining! i only got myself a satin belt bag, abercrombie jacket and a roxy trucker cap. then went to my aunt's place, we ate dessert. then we went to ATC for a while. mom and her friend went to rustan's. me, my bro and my cousin as usual hung out at starbucks.

our doggie, ANDREA finally came back to our house.

SUNDAY DECEMBER 5, 2004
woke up early. 730am. off to mass then went to makati. we ate lunch at EAST resto- gawd japanese foods are so great! im not really a make-up junkie but i love MAC's lipglass and with flavors. my mom bought this for me.

then miggy texted me, he was in ayala. i left my family in the supermarket and decided to meet him. we hung out at starbs and then went to timezone, played daytona ADVANCED- i lost. played bball shooting- i won. played air hockey- first game i won and second game- i lost . ahahahah!!!

Today, DECEMBER 6, 2004
my lil cousin's 2nd birthday today...too bad i can't go to her dinner party. because i had to pick up my sister in school. before that i went to SM to exchange the unfresh meats. we also bought birthday cake for her. went home after and took a 2 hour nap..

anyways, tomorrow is our system defense already. wish us luck! hopefully, things will turn out as it is.

super bagyo...

2004-12-02T13:18:00.000+08:00

ive never mentioned this but today is supposed to be our system defense. early morning, miggy called me up not to worry about it anymore coz classes on all levels are suspended today. hear roar!! this will be so hassle again, rescheduling!!

im actually expecting a real horrible weather but parang di yata super bagyo dito sa ncr. my mom went out today, nakaswerte sya! wala akong school. she went out with my dad. pinabantay pa nya ako ng office ule! katamad...kainis!!

reuniting

2004-12-01T10:06:00.000+08:00

everything happened in my room last night. but i wish i have my private line...

looking up at my ceiling, then i heard my cellphone ringing, i thought it was bojoo - the makulit guy. but it was shiza!! we talked about 30 minutes and from her voice, she's happy and contented now with her new ojt company. she told me what really happened to her at link2support. she lost her perfect vision because she was on computer screen 8hrs/day everyday and was a week absent. later, when she went back the next week, nagka trangkaso naman sya. she lives in cavite pa. oh well, i wanted to see her one of this days... =)

then about 930pm, my phone rang again while i was writing a retreat letter for my friend, edwin. and it appeared an unknown landline number...it was miggy...it was weird. he's the typical guy who doesnt speak too much when he goes out with me, he just listen, smile, laugh...but last night, my little brother had problems about his girls. so, i have to cheer him up...he was so funny last night... hmmm, he's gonna take me to a vintage store near FEU daw.

today, i was able to talk to aning!! my long lost friend from benilde... waaah!! i miss her so much. i didn't know what happened to her...basta for a year, wala akong balita sa kanya...but she just explained to me everything. she's in new york now...

a very good weekend.

2004-11-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

hehehe my weekend was good, very relaxing. i stayed home 2 days: friday and saturday. watching movies, eating junk foods (yikes, i know very unhealthy), lying on the bed, looking the ceiling, thinking what i can do. sunday, i went to mass without my family... after the mass, i went home. then i thought i was just staying again at home but dad invited me if i want to watch national treasure because he had 2 tickets at THX. but we ended up watching in g4...haha. well, the movie was cool action- packed that i never thought it would be...i misjudged this movie but i love how the story goes. it wasn't boring....but if i was the one who was looking for that treasure, i wouldn't break that code...coz i'm dumb and i would easily give up on it like the guy in the end(i forgot his name). hehe.

TSINELAS CRAZE.
i found this on nothingbutwater.com.ph decided to check it out last sunday. i bought it na coz it was cheap and i still have my size =)

i love the color combination of this jelly sling bag but wala na daw sila... huhuhu!

i was looking for chuck taylor green i couldn't find one na... awwww!! i just realized that i like the crayola green... bleech*

boring day

2004-11-26T09:32:00.000+08:00

haay! nothing really much happened yesterday to me... im always staying in our office almost every morning, everyday...isn't boring? the only thing i do is use this pc. then afternoon, i picked up my sister at school. then went to the office, use pc again. i got to talk to my friend on the phone about her bf. hayun, i watched starstruck and extra challenge. then off to bed.

im making my christmas list soon! =)

vbar anniv

2004-11-25T09:08:00.000+08:00

finally im home! so many happened to me last tuesday.

(1) i got into a major accident going to makati. my car got hit by a coca cola truck. the two way road is too narrow to fit in 1 truck and car together with side parkings. it was his fault because he can move forward but he didn't. i know it was my fault rin. i stayed 5 minutes figuring out what to do. i can't blow my horn because it got busted for day(my dad had no time to fix it). i stayed for 5 minutes...but was in a hurry. so, i moved forward, trying to squeeze in, but turned out that i was a lousy driver. my car had a long dent frfom the driver's door up to the next door. i didnt get out of my car, didnt argue with the truck driver instead i stopped for like 5 seconds... opened my door to check the damage and i cussed him.

(2) i almost got into another accident. the tricycle driver wasn't aware of the main road. so i stepped on my break kagad.

(3) when i was in my cousin's house, i had my my uncle checked the dent and told me that there was an oil leak. i can't use the car coz the car might explode or something.

(4) plus when i woke up, they told me that the engine support was dis aligned that affected the hose and everything...they told me buti na lang the engine didnt fell off on the road while i was driving... waaah, car problems. i don't know those stuff and what to do.

we still attended VBAR anniv party that night. we had to bring the driver along with us though i can drive huge cars but the problem is i can't park them properly. i may need to occupy more space. hehe. got no choice. so, we got in for free care of jon herrera aka DJ johnny verse who was a resident dj of the bar. i got tipsy after drinking vodka ice, vodka cruiser and margarita. still, i managed to make myself awake, i danced like i don't care if i don't dance well that i had overcome my dizziness. a lot of famous people were there... juliana palermo, katya santos, maui taylor, sarah christophers, heart ongpauco, mac cardona, karylle, brent (ahem, saw him again!)... to name a few. we even saw jomari yllana with his ferrari before going home. ang gwapo nya. walking to our car, two american guys who were in the car, were talking like shit... they started "BABY...blah blah blah." i was just staring at them, figuring out what they were saying... was like "BABY, i dont know what you saying." went home 3am already. we pity our driver coz he had to wake up 7am for my lola...yikes.

the next day, my mom had to pick me up and shobe. i had to make an excuse that the guy is still fixing the car. actually, he can finish the leak and engine support in one day. but the dent, it will take for 2 days. i dont want them to see how big the damage i had from the accident. coz they'll be really get mad at me and i cannot go out anymore.

the car has to stay in makati for few more days.

V BAR with Girls

my New aka "walang sabit" hair hahahaha lols!

hirap mag post na here

2004-11-23T10:37:00.000+08:00

waaaah hirap mag post here i dunno why. always gets error... hmmm

im stuck again here in our office. my mom's been going out sooper early in our house. i dunno where she is right now. the maid always wakes me up at 730am and still i dont want to get out of my bed. anyways, im off til lunch here.. yes! and im gonna take a nap then im off to makati with my cousin! i miss her so much sincee she haven't gone to school for this term... i find it hard to meet her anywhere but there..

thesis mode

2004-11-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

one main reason why i haven't posted anything here because im on thesis mode this week. we have to pass everything on saturday...user manual + system implementation. dang! im getting jitter day by day.

relaxation

2004-11-15T17:21:00.000+08:00

what i did

two weeks ago..
i had my leg waxing, now the hair's growing back again.

one week ago...
i had my hair cut...still long but i have it layered.

days ago...
i had my hair relax...so i can wash and go instead, im too tamad to fix my hair...

yesterday, my mom and i went to church and did some groceries. of course, i did the pushing cart though it was boring. so i tried to observe people around me. i noticed the husband (with her wife but she takes care of their son who's in the stroller) and the kuya (with her little sister who's pushing the cart like me) does the picking part in the poultry/ vegtable section like my mom was doing... i kindda felt ashamed of myself... haha

im trying to recall what our adviser thought us- programming language, last friday. but i dont seem to remember everything... waaah...

what do i know

2004-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

hey world! you know what?
it's sucks to be me...

im losing my grip...
i feel so bad
that i wanted to be bad...
labo but

i wish ill be back in normal.

need HELP...now, rescue me.

sad.

2004-11-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

my shobe's so sweet, when she got home from school. i heard her asking wherem i was... then she gave me a box of mini pizza from jimini's.

i kindda miss our shitzu dog, andrea. she'll be staying for 10 days or more in alabang...we had her mate again... she got her menstruation...yay..we'll have more puppies! so that's why atasha's soooo quiet today coz her mom's not with her...

loka loka

2004-11-08T13:38:00.000+08:00

hay ambabaw ko...i got kilig when this guy messaged me on myspace...it's JM...the cutie guy!! hahaha...he added me on ym...

last saturday..i watched THE FORGOTTEN with my college buddie, PAUL... pang psycho naman ung movie na un e.. grabe natakot ako twice sa mga scenes nila. scary. magugulantin pa naman ako... talking about phone ethics in the cinema, there was this native gurl who used her phone... nde man lang nahiya... i ate merienda two times...food trip~ love siopao and siomai...hehehe =)

sunday again, went to church alone, was actually a little late and started looking for my own place...late coz i had a talk with my parents over breakfast. then lunch time, i brought my brother to bruno's barbershop...then went out again to g4 with my family. my mom stayed in bench fix. i had my hair trimmed...she had mani/pedi and leg waxing. i saw BRENT JAVIER!! oh my gawd. sooo hot!! i was going down the escalator....then i saw him on the other side...i think he saw me looking at him... hahaha! i had no guts to ask him for a picture!!! then went to gb3. we took tita poochy for a dinner at sentro...she'll be leaving next week monday na...was soooo tired... up to now...sigh*

what do i blog thee...

2004-11-04T15:37:00.000+08:00

FX adventure with my friend..fun fun fun.. i havent rode for like years... masaya!!! =) i love the MRT... hmmm....

i had big appetite yesterday...took two dinner one at kfc and one at houseblend!! and when i got to my friend's house, her dad offered me barbeque and another friend offered me a chocolate snack... got home around... 10pm already...

i couldn't sleep yet sooo.... listened some music on my ipod...woke up, no battery na. so i recharge it today.

ooohh i got my SUN sim already... message me if you want my number.. =) its sooo coool like my friends would chat me for hours... hehehe...

my dad got mad of me, coz my car has a flat tire and i didnt want to bring it to a vulcanizing shop to have it patch... actually, i hate going there... really...

what else? oh miguel and i are still communicating though sometimes im rude to him... kuliiiit kasi eeeehhh....

imma goooo now...waaah can't post something nice to say here...but i love my life despite that i dont have time for socialzing.

christmas is getting near... my cousin and i are selling french wines...red & white wines price starts @ php 150 - 2,800...we get it directly from the distributor, so it's more cheap if you get it from us. contact me thru my ym: s0_p1nk if you're interested. =) i can show you some pictures.

not going out today.

2004-10-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

ok, so i slept at 2am a while ago, talking to miguel on the phone. i had to put down the phone coz of my dad... was so annoying....ugh! that's the mainreason why i dont want to use phone at night... i always get embarassed. i mean im old enough to do what i want... anyways, he's a nice guy... a typical hiphop ..based from his story. he does weed. got two kids but he never gets married. he likes 2pac- he's the bomb according to him..hehe...well, im trying to recall what he said last night coz i was kindda out of my mind... well, he told me that he worked as a trainer before...so i got intimidated of him, coz he speaks english so well! plus with his accent, great voice...told him he should work as a disc jockey. so, he did the talking and i was just listening to him the whole time...agreeing to what he says, he tries to compare philippines and west coast...he's funny..he actually knows how to talk to conservative people like me.. =)

i dreamt about my sister....the doctor said that my sister has a disease and she's going to die soon.we had to put her to the tomb eventhough she's still alive...it was weird. i was actually crying already. i realized that it was just a bad dream.

deleted the other one.

2004-10-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

i deleted my recent post. coz it's soo nonsense...

im happy that we passed our P&D for our system documentation...we still have one more defense to go... hopefully, we'll make it... =) period.

not enough rest for one week. first thing in the mirror, i check my face and i always notice my eyebags, they're getting dark and gets chinky when i'm tired or dont have my regular sleep

i happened to talk to den on the phone this very early morning...and she told me about her training at parlance. she mentioned "teta" in our conversation and the teta news just popped up in my mind... so, that's why ive not been hearing teta news on magic for a long time coz she quitted already.

hmm... just got home thanks to shiny, she offered me a ride going to las pinas. coz im super tired up to now... but look still bloggin... i went to her house and i left my car there...we dropped by becky's kitchen to buy some goodies to take home.

went blog hopping and saw carissa's blog. i want the magnetic money clip..so unique, i guess it's better version of what happy david is selling in the market...colors are cute... i want the baby pink. sana available pa sya. and the notebooks... cute din!! that made me miss going to school and taking down notes in the class...

plans for this weekend. but this is not sure pa. my mom told me that we might go to batangas to be with my lola coz it's her birthday. i almost forgot...my cousin reminded me. then my auntie pooch from chicago is here in manila for a vacation...i miss her so much, i want to see her. and then sunday, trick or treat in alabang. =)

unplanned night out

2004-10-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday,i had to go to sm north for a while to buy important things i really need, contact lens & solution, err....stockings coz i only have one pair of it! hahaha... need for thesis defense tomorrow, this is for real na talaga. we also met my other friend. jax decided that we should check out surplus shop... oh my goodie!! we were like an hour fitting everything we picked out from messy racks... we really had to go through searching for best buys (nice but cheap) i ended up buying three items, 2 crop pants (249.75 each) & a tanktop (99.75)... back to shopaholic mode again...grrr, should be saving money now... but anyway, im happy coz puro bargain nabuy ko... =)

we had an unplanned dinner at abs-cbn with my gurls...i actually had fun hanging out with them even if we had to leave so early!!! here's the only pic we've got...

di ako nakatulog dun sa iced tea ng cibo! sabog tuloy ako ngayon.

leave now right.

2004-10-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

putang ina lang tlga!!! i was used!!! huh, sana yang pagpapa derma mo at pagpapa gym eh maging mukhang bakulaw ka.... enough. that's the end of you and me...

sm north

2004-10-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

went to sm north last night with my mom...gawd! i went to globe center to wait up my number....gosh so many people that i'd rather go around the mall. so when it was my turn. they couldn't process my order until my mom would show up. kulit kasi ni mother dear e..anyways, so went around...though wasn't my mood. had no choice... i didnt really buy anything except foods while walking...then after 30 minutes, me and mom met at globe...then we were really making kulit the people there, expecially the manager....gwapo kasi eh. then this girl who entertained us was also makulit...but naasar ako sa pagkakulit nya. over sobra. then my mom went to french baker...tapos nakaupo na lang ako dun waiting for her, coz super tired na tlga ako. then i saw mahal!! super liit! yikes, i cant help myself but to laugh coz ive watched her interviews on sunday talkshows about her nude video spreading thru phones etc.

today, went up to meet my college friend, lanz. too bad we didnt have a pic kasi ayaw nya taba taba nya ngayon. neweiz, i sold him 2 units of cellphone and an old cellphone of my brother....im so happy that i helped my cousin to sell his phones...as in wala akong profit dun.

tomorrow's defense day... good luck to us!

eyebags

2004-10-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

waaah im turning into an internet addict again. yesterday was online up to 12 noon because i was again in the office...answering calls & issuing receipts. then went home used pc til 730pm when my dad arrived home. i met a few nice people on chat, miguel just last night and the other guy i dunno what's his name, he was begging me to meet up with him somewhere in qc, play daw kami badminton o kaya rock climbing sa tandang sora...coz i mentioned him that i was into those sports. hehe... =) while miguel, i gave him my number because i dunt know but he seems a nice person naman, a kid by heart too like me....and hooo....momma's boi..lols. he keeps on texting me lastnight to call him at home coz he was bored waiting for his to come over at his place...but too bad was still on my computer talking to some of my friends in yahoo messenger. you may think my life evolves just around the corner...yes, it is. i've met a lot of people over the chat....more of a group eb's... im really fond of meeting new people, talk and get to know them better. i like people who has sense of humor or people who never run out of things to say/tell....argh, why am i writing this way today?

my mom always tells me...."hoy!! ang payat payat mo kumain ka naman!! kita mo ang luwang ng pantalon na sayo." those lines....ugh, makes me hate myself, my own body...but last night, i was just walking in our dining room back and forth getting something...she was eating her early dinner when she gave a flattery comment on me... SEXY daw ako. i laughed... coz i've never never heard that from her, usually panlalait lagi!!! hahaha but tumataba na ba ako? only because i was just wearing pink sando and loose white linen capris... hay!! im so pathetic...but anyways, that's just about it. kahapon lang un...that will never happen again.

anyways, still jitter for the up coming defense and presentation. had sleepless nights... i hate my big black eyebags...pictures can tell it all. daym!

sick and tired as hell

2004-10-20T17:42:00.000+08:00

im acting so bitchy today. why? because i waited my brother for 30minutes. trying to contact him thru his cellphone but i got no answer... and then i went to shell select just to have ice cream coz it was extremely hot.. that i had to put on my sunglasses while driving! ugh!! then i had to find them got out of the car. the maid, she saw me but she didnt do anything like.. oh nandito ka na. parang she didn't want to go home with me coz she was with her same species...sorry but i had to say that. i know im sooo rude. anyway, she has served for many years... so mejo malaki na ulo nya....damn!! so when they got in the car... i told them that they should contact me thru text man lang na tapos na sila... mga leche!! up to now, im still MAAAAAAAD! post-period! damn..

i hate this kind of life. sick and tired as hell.

our defense rescheduled on saturday...kasi no panelist available today.

ukay online

2004-10-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

today was a very busy day...my friend and i prepared for this ukay online photo site...there were several people who contact me na kagad after posting my url in some of the forum sites... people are getting reservations. may isang girl nangungulit sa kanya ko na daw ibigay. but syempre the rule... kung sino nauna diba.
but it's fun! i like it... then sa office naman. my mom was out early in the morning palang, 7am. ginising ako. then my aunt went out...tapos customer called. he ordered and pipick up na nya kagad. i didnt know what to do...di ko alam price per piece. but everything went well. i contacted my aunt thru her cell. buti na lang mabait ung customer namin =)

fellow bloggers, baka interested kayo to buy 2nd hand, rarely used stuff...we dont think we need it pa kaya we're selling it na lang. toiletries are stock, they were never used. visit UKAY ONLINE INC.. my friend's also making brooches. 50 pesos each... hurry make your reservations and order now. your items can be shipped via courier, but you will have to pay for it. we can also meet you at pick up points: around qc (preferrably: visayas ave., t. morato, sm north, banawe), manila (dlsu-taft, r.place ermita) or makati (greenbelt, glorietta, rockwell)

tomorrow is the D day... presentation and defense of our thesis. i need your prayers people. pag bumagsak pa kami ulit dito, mag papakamatay nako. itaga nyo yan sa bato! take 2 na kami dito. putek. sana maawa na sila samin.

wala lang day 2

2004-10-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

one more hour to go and my butt is outta here in the office...hay...took a nap at siesta time...ive never done that for years...hehe then slept @930pm...woke up @ around 8am...i watched extra challenge last night and starstruck 2...wala lang...
grabe ginaw na talaga coz malapit na ung christmas huhuhuhuhu...

walang magawa

2004-10-13T08:55:00.000+08:00

i woke up @ 8am....too early!! i didnt want to get up pa because of the morning weather in manila...ang lamig...anyways, im here already at our office. my mom told me to stay here until lunch!! dang! it's only 9am...and i still dont know what to do after this...hay!! yesterday, went to school for consultation. went home kagad and i dropped by mercury mayon to get my own vitamins...coz i notice when i dont drink vitC my skin's getting worse...major breakout...PIMPLES! ack...wishing it will be gone by next week.

i've already watched SHARK TALE with my sister last sunday...ang ganda ng movie. sooo entertaining...syempre mga kasama namin sa cinehan mga kids...and they're sooo cute pag tumatawa sila sabay sabay...it was a love story of two fishes, oscar & angie after all. then we celebrated post birthday of my brother, ivan. we ate at SENTRO at gb3. we were eating butong pakwan while waiting for the food to serve. i miss eating it actually. then this 2 foreigner beside us was observing how we eat it. they don't use their teeth to open but their fingers to snap it. hehehe...

my uncle from the states have arrived here in the philippines. i got lotsa pasalubong na naman from him.

anyway, that's it for now...

change of template

2004-10-11T10:12:00.000+08:00

im planning to change my layout coz im hella bored again with this!!!!
i want something new...

love ko toh

2004-10-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

i saw mcdo's ad commercial while eating my lunch...so my sister and i went to two of mcdon stores around qc. first, they didnt have strawberry float..then finally, i ordered jasmine trio..comes with float, large fries and a cd..i really wanted to get the cd lang..hahaha i love her song!! love ko to...especially the paparapap part =)
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back to myself

2004-10-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

back to myself....REALITY!
wooohooo!!! guess what? im feeling better now. everyday when i woke up, i always tell to myself that i have to start a brand new day...brand new meee!!!

yesterday, went to pick my sister then went to my dad's office and then went to the bank to rob *kaching*.. errands for my mom. then went home stayed in the office coz my mom needed to go to the bank...so went online using the laptop handed down by my cousin, matt. and chatted in mIRC. so funny, i always ended up chatting with the same guy...david...i know this guy from an org. i assumed it was him again til i gave him my friendster akawnt. he replied with surprise...then my mom got back already...so i had to go to my house. he thought i didn't want to chat up with him...

because i wanted to get fat....i ate 2 packs of oishi's ridges & pepsi twist! yum* perfect combination but it was unhealthy...

slept at 10pm woke up 9am and the first thing i did was to open my pc.... finally, after a month...i know how ipod mini works...it was my first time to have an apple gadget...i know how to put songs per album, the solution was to create a playlist...i've been STUPID these days maybe because i don't go to school anymore!! darn*

perky today daw oh

2004-10-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

good morning sunshine!!

im chatting with 3 people right now on my yahoo messenger. one's my cheatmate before in high school...hahahha!! he's in beijing to study chinese again. he's so lucky because my parents couldn't afford to send me back to school again...

putangina...

2004-10-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

tangina...feeling ko sobra maga ng mata ko wala pa talaga akong tulog! oh gulay! este buhay minsan masaya, minsan malungkot...pero eto parin ako, buhay! nakausap ko ung family friend ko sa aussie ayun chika chika... miss ko na sha! tapos nakausap ko din si R & E sa ym sobrang batong bato ako...sa office kasi ako kaninang umaga nagbantay. ano pa ba? basta walang kwentang buhay ko ngayon. patapon. he called last night. and mejo nakakahalata na sya. pero who cares...noone dahil sya ay isang barbero at di lang un kutchero pa. nakakapraning pero mukha syang engot kagabi kanta ng kanta emote kung ano ano pinapatugtog nya. grow old with you at kung ano ano pa...

is that true that phoemela got kicked out from her show extra challenge? she's doing drugs daw...hay sayang naman career nya soooper boom talaga...

we are the CRAZY CHIC IN TOWN
me & my friend taken last 2 weeks ago at her house...trying to kiss that freakin' igorot guy...hahaha!! f*ck, we were so desperate!

im embarassed...

2004-10-04T15:51:00.000+08:00

i always go to this shell station in q.c before going home to buy granitas. i've mentioned that earlier on my previous entry. today, i was so cool enough to buy other stuff than granita when i went to the cashier only had 40bucks in my wallet. so i asked the lady if i could pay it thru credit card and she won't accept it and she was frightened that her manager would get mad if she would void the receipt...i knew i have money but i didnt know where i exactly put it in my bag or wallet. til i checked on the coin part...and there i have money!! hahaha the people at my back were really irritated because the line was getting longer because of me... this is really the worst thing happened to me in my whole life! i was so embarassed....

weeeee

2004-10-04T14:55:00.000+08:00

weeee my cpu's back!!! i just got it today... i missed a lot... i haven't checked any of your blogs...

inspiring words

2004-10-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

some inspiring words got it from kuya sam:

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Our reflection always shows us Everything we need to see. If we look with an open mind And a lot of honesty.

yesterday, was able to go out with S & K, my high school friends. we watched raising helen...ate at cafe bola. saw my cousin & her boyfriend...went home around 12:30 am. i also got a new pair of jeans... used the money that i saved for 2 weeks. but im happy...=)

today i had movie marathon with my dad. we watched resident evil the apocalypse and bourne supremacy at greenbelt 3...sooper lamig inside the cinema. thank god! i got my thick jacket =)

ive been feeding myself a lot lately...i wanted to gain weight!! one of my frustrations in life...hehe but only my tummy gets big! argh!!! i had to do crunches every morning...it's so weird!

mom ur my savior

2004-09-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

oh MOM! you're my savior! i thought i was just bumming at home but then she asked me to accompany her to binondo and gb3...

its been a while since i haven't gone to chinatown!! i love going there to buy foods which are very rare to find...i left my mom at far eastern restaurant, she had to exchange the mooncakes she bought yesterday...while me, went to this store where i remember my mom and i used to go. i bought kaimoy candies at a very cheap price (compare to ichiban), lychee gulaman juice, chocolate coffee marshmallow & squid flakes. we also bought almond cakes...

mom said we should go there at least once a week...

then went to pick up my sister at school then headed to makati

we ate lunch @ piadina...then went around to find accessories for her belly dancing class...after 30 minutes, we found the store. my mom & i went shopping today!!! she ended up buying clothes at salabianca & mphosis...while me, got a black sequined slippers from simple pleasures and accessory from JO's...i got my initial name already. i've been longing to own one...i also got to see the owner of the store- joyce orena. she's so nice and pretty...=) then ate merienda @ starbucks..had iced mocha and brownies... my appetite is getting better... =)

so what's in store for me tomorrow? i don't know but i would love to go out whoever asks me...im desperate!! hahaha!!

informal...

2004-09-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

sorry for my informal entries... wala ako sa mood talaga mag blog ngayon =) waahh but im okay na talaga! no worries!! =) im happy back to normal....

recovering....

2004-09-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

im here at my friend's house...wala lang. i went out of the house @ 8am to meet my thesismates at school ng 9am...then revise kami ng thesis til 11am. i was supposed to meet jax kaya lang she was with her barkada nada dyahe nako...so left school @ 12noon to nowhere. dapat magstay pako erport. i was at g.h. alone for 2 hours. kakapraning! but i always love being alone, walang kausap...loner kumbaga... i went around the tiangges alone...tapos @ 4pm...nagkita kami na kami ni R...super depressed ko na i bought two cute skirt hahaha!!! denim pleated skirt and flirty khaki skirt. now, im happy...

dito muna ako mag stay sa house ni R kasi minsan lang ako maka layas ng buong araw....nagluluto sya now... gutom na ko can't wait to taste her pasta!!! haaaay!!

stupid love

2004-09-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

hey guys, im still alive and yeah, kicking!
im temporarily using internet in a cafe...

wow my last entry dated september 17...and today is september 26...
i didn't blog for 9 days...
my reasons
1. my cpu isn't home and i terribly miss "HIM".
2. im busy with school stuff- my new term started already. so far we only had 2 meetings with our adviser and counting. love life? yes..i thought i was going to have fun for months but it took only for weeks to enjoy it...

earlier, we celebrated mooncake festival with whole clan from my dad's side. we ate lunch @ emerald garden. for the first time, i feel so restless. and i wasn't in my mood to play pwat tyong chu. i started rolling the dice in the bowl and had 1-6 numbers...that was our 2nd prize and i got it for twice...cash money 1,200 in angpaos. previous years, i never won cash prize but only groceries. i realized maybe im more successful in terms of money than having a good relationship with someone. argh!!!! why do i feel this way? everything happened seem so stupid as i knew that it was going to be. hahaha... God knew i needed it badly.

i feel so lonely....so for now i want to keep myself more busy for the coming week. i don't want to think of him anymore coz it would make me really really feel bad!!! damn you, *!(calling all my gurls gimik naman tayo!)

last time i went online pala, i dont usually open my msn messenger. but then i was able to catch justin. i dunno how i met him...but i knew that was like 2 years ago...probably just went browsing website thru google/yahoo and i happened to see his page. this guy rocks! so talented... his works are so amazing.

well that's all for now. byebye.

exoricst cookbook

2004-09-17T09:43:00.001+08:00

you wouldn't believe that i actually bought a cookbook yesterday! bummer!! haha.. i wanted to learn how to cook but as you know all, im lazy! i previewed it first before buying and i saw some sushis & makis and want to make one at home. i believe to this thing: to win a man's heart is through his stomach... and i want to impress the one man of my life, my dad coz he loves japanese... =) i wish my mom would tag me to the grocery.

D and i watched EXORCIST: THE BEGINNING @ RP Manila...i caught so many people inside who were in their white clothes. grabe, ang dami nila talaga. some people were even running inside...so weird. i was presuming they were all from UP coz it's the nearest school. anyways, i have a lot of questions about the movie... may church involvement kasi eh. to be honest with you guys, i dunno much about it. all i know is that God exist, He created me and i believe in him...the sound effects in the movie really made me scream. it's been a long time since i've done that in a movie house. i actually saw every scary/yucky scenes except this part when sarah injected joseph, the kid...i have to close my eyes coz it was a huge! i have phobias on those.

i love watching shows like extra challenge/victim undercover... always switch the tv with this two program every night but more of extra challenge ako. kasi i wanted to replace phoemela barranda as the host of the show! hahaha i also like ethel booba, she really makes me laugh...she's sobrang wholesome nya kasi! nakakatawa ako sa mga hirit nya but last night, victim undercover lang napanuod ko kasi nagkanda walaan dito ung remote samin eh. (ewan ko kinakain rin ata) nayanig ung bahay namin sa sobrang tawanan. i couldn't stop laughing at melanie marquez' comment... "it was my first time to do it with such an ugly creature." coz angelica jones couldn't do what melanie had done. she had to cpr(cardiopulmonary resucitation) & mouth-to-mouth resu with a real guy who looks like bungo with a skeleton body...sometimes, i think those shows are really so OVER but it's a CHALLENGE... they can't do anything about it.

aaaahhh...oh rainy days again!! im supposed to go out today but all were cancelled. i was supposed to a watch play but the tickets were sold out already...

should i go for a lunch with * or not? im tamad eh!!!

miscommunication...

2004-09-15T14:40:00.000+08:00

just this morning... i had a miscommunication with our maid. my mom have said something to our maid for me... i actually thought i understood everything she said but come 11am, i went down to the office. my mom was again, shouting in her mad tone voice. our helper told me that i was going with my mother...i was like WHAT THE??? and it was all because one word that she told me... SASABAY. she just told me "baba ka ng 11am sabi ng mama mo." so i assumed i was going to take charge in our office. then i asked her how about my sister? am i still picking her up? and she said yes. so i thought i was leaving alone @ 12noon.

GRRR!!!! when i got to our house, i told her in a nice way that i didnt get her message that my mom got mad of me!!!

cotton candy stuff

2004-09-15T09:57:00.000+08:00

eto ung mukha ko nung morning ko kahapon. i was bored...pilit ang tawa. d malaman kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko.

a.F.t.E.r.N-oo-n
got out of the house with my driver's license, a 500 peso bill and cellphone.
here's what i did.
drove myself to sm north...
bought this all under 50 pesos each...

then my mom texted me to buy her meiji's chocolate too.

i gave the blue cotton candy to my lil sister... we had fun eating it yesterday!! i've got some pictures... =)

pinch the cotton candy...i said. and she show me this.

a stolen shot of her eating cotton candy~parang naghahamon ng away!

another stolen pic..we were laughing at her pic kasi! kakatawa sya kasi e.

me looking at her!! kulit nya grabe! unfair daw mya kulay kanya! hmmm?!

ubos na!!!

saya namin!

end of cotton candy story

would you believe on the same day, i actually finished one big pack of hershey color balls while watching blind dates! oooh can you convert that to calories please? hahaha!!

unhappy. weak

2004-09-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

nothing much happened yesterday....there's something wrong with me lately, i felt so weak & unhappy, i wanted to end my day kagad kaya...i slept early. around 7pm, was on my bed...then i couldn't sleep so i read few chapters of the book...i woke up @ 7am feeling nothing!!!! am i numb or something?

well...hmm i hope i'll get over this soon! haha life goes on!

i wanna greet COJER a happy birthday!!

great news, we got an adviser na!!! =) i hope he willbe our good mentor for our thesis! =)

a bad sunday

2004-09-13T10:24:00.000+08:00

yesterday, only stayed at home....did my brother's assignment (ugh, im sick of doing others task!)...did another website (you have to watch out for it...my imaginations just can't work in one day straight!)...and then after few minutes looking for a cd, i felt i was going to collapse! so i rest and spent the whole late afternoon alone in my room, reading boy meets girl by joshua harris. i found myself crying without any reason. another emotional sickness for after so long! i was getting my journal when 2 people texted me. one is my super close friend and the other one, a person who wants to mess up with my boring life! i dunno but i just dont feel his sincerity...asking another chance? now, im confused! oh bullcrap!

foodtrip

2004-09-12T10:03:00.000+08:00

i never knew that i had a bz schedule yesterday. exactly, 1pm i was in school already for our G.A. i waited my friend for 30 minutes... but i decided to go to the venue and reserved a seat for her. shucks! when i got in the room, jampack na and it was hot! i had no choice but to stand and argh! i cant stand the hot temperature inside with only 3 small aircons... grr i was sweating as if im in the oven! ang init talaga...grabeh super whiny ko talaga nun. ok after 2 hours, i got out of the room and i decided to go solo & eat ice monster...stayed at the waiting area and saw long lost friend, E!!! we chatted up to 4pm. he had to leave me kasi magmeet na sila ng gf nya. daming plano... alis with him & his gf. pero sana matuloy un lahat =)

i went food tripping with R!! hahaha takaw ko sobra. i had 2nd round of ice monster. tapos i ate one slice choco mocha cake and while driving i ate 2 chicken empanada. haaay pag uwi kain ulit hehe. R was here. we spent 1 hour just lying on my bed...talking stuff, laughing together! hahaha!! then ate dinner...and brought R home. kasi gabi na and her house's near lang here. tambay sa house nya for a while. then my brother called me up kasi may gimik sya... grabe that was 9:30pm already. so went home and brought her to abs then went home around 1030pm.

i'm happy coz my parents were out. and i didnt have to ask permission from them. hahaha!! i just go out whenever i want... =)

2004-09-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i went out without my parents' approval! well, i actually asked my mom about it but she said i have to ask my dad. and i went to my dad's office after picking up my sister and i was begging him to allow me!! but he didn't...so, i decided to go against them...i made takas watched this last night at eastwood. i love every minute every second of the movie..of course, i cried!! hehehe haay! noah's really so sweet. he had a lot of surprises...mostly it was weird...so the first half of the movie was laughing...but at the end of it, dun nako super cry...

wow! they didn't even bother to call me to go home na. sarap, the freedom. swear! but i can't make it as often as i want! syempre abuso na un... natakot nga ko last night eh. coz i dont have the keys @ home tapos dead na batt ko. kala ko sa labas nako ng gate matutulog!! huhuhu!! drama..buti na lang savior ang maid! narinig nya ung doorbell. thank God!

went shopping for some fancy earrings... i got a butterfly & cherry =) ill post it maybe next time...i wore the butterfly and went i got home, nasira na sya. stupid! i shouldn't wasted my 30 bucks for that!! haay...napaghahalatang kuripot na tlga ako.

about cellphones

2004-09-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

i had a bad start for this week...monday, my mom's pressuring me to change my old cellphone na kasi they're also gonna get a new one na rin... but i wasn't in my mood and she kept asking about phone models. i told her i dunno anything about it na since a lot of phones are in the market already...

sometimes, i can't stand my mom's attitude like im gonna tell her that im goin to buy something for my pc and then she starts panicking of who will pick up my sister in school... syempre, i'll pick her up muna and bring her home before doing my stuff...as if i have no common sense at all!! can't do anything about it coz im still living with her.

oh last saturday, i was able to go to hospital with my mom. we went to her ob-gyne. i was chatting with the secretary of my mom's doctor when this chinese girl came up and gave her son's birth certificate to the secretary. when i saw the record that she gave birth @ 20 and at the end of the paper....all caps NOT MARRIED. she's kindda look more mature than me. (yeah, sometimes i compare myself to others especially when we're same age.) the guy's only 19 and filipino. *sigh* people are becoming more liberated these days. at an early age, they're engaging to sex already. because they think its COOL. im super concerned what will happen in the future, i mean our next generation.

some quizzes

2004-09-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

hahaha yay!! yeah, this is true!! i always carry a big bag everytime i go out. i have a lot of stuff to carry with me. aside from my wallet & cellphone, i also bring a bottle of mineral water, some candies or cookies whenever i go shopping or window shopping. and sometimes, even a book when i need to wait for someone...

You Are a Classic Gucci Bag

You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works

Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time

You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff

You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times

What Kind of Handbag Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

more pics...

2004-09-04T17:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!
as i promised, here's more...

ARGH cant sleep

2004-09-04T03:38:00.000+08:00

no one's online... greeeat! my sister has a fever and the maid woke her up to drink her medicine and she won't stop crying up to now!! it's sooo fu*king annoying! i cant even go back to sleep now...poor me...

my phone was a hotline awhile ago. i had three guys texting me. si texter #1 lakas ng trip...nasa bar sya ni texter #2. hindi magkakilala si texter#1 & #2. tapos si texter#3 naman with a friend. inviting me to go out with them kasi baka magmukha silang nag dadate nung friend nya...hahahaha! was lazy na to go out coz i already did it earlier. i watched connie & carla with ri. it wasn't boring as i was expecting. funny nga sila eh *dragqueens* lols

i watched "the terminal" the other day...aww grabe! mejo naiyak ako dun. sometimes people misjudge you talaga.

fuck

2004-09-02T11:45:00.000+08:00

i got an amnesia...

i dunno how rice bowl journal works....i forgot my member id...i just registered yesterday and couldn't figure it out! and my old hotmail account...i forgot my password!! and the secret answer...now, can't open my jobstreet page either. what the heck is happening to me?

i put back its original background which is black. darn. im a bummer. what else can i say?

my dad got shocked when i shown him my eaf for this term. i think i need to go job hunting again...

rainy days again

2004-08-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

super lakas ng rain today...buti na lang, bumuhos ung ulan when i got home. sabi nila laging may 3 bagyo for august. so i guess, this will be the last. kawawa naman ung mga tao sa tarlac. coz ung water level mejo matass pa at hindi pa natutuyo tapos ngayon umuulan ulit.

i read my friendster bulletin board. i would like to extend my condolence to tammy & her family. her dad died last august 27, 2004 @ 6am. her story touched my heart. i can't imagine living without my dad coz im close din to him eh.

pics from kaye's party

2004-08-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

my brother turned 12 yesterday. for the first time, i wasn't with my family to celebrate his birthday. but i did greeted him thru text and reminded him he needs to study hard. he's the quiet type guy who loves to play basketball than studying. typical attitude of a boy. he got a nokia 6600 as a birthday gift from my parents. everyone envied him especially my other brother. we all know that he's too young to own one...but that's how we get a special gift when it's our special day.

i still dont have enough sleep until now. i guess, meiji's crunchy choco & kooky n luscious' dementia cake kept me alive.

PICHURE PICHURE

puffed 5 sticks of menthol & light...drunk j.r's punyeta drink...wasted. hitched a ride from j.r (thanks dude). got home past 3 am already. then after 5 hours of sleep, went to tarlac and witnessed the drowning houses along the highway. it made me really depressed =(

more pichures coming soon!

im thinking about these things to do this week:
(1) get mani & pedi; new haircut
(2) enroll this term
(3) watch the notebook with muh gurls
(4) inquire guitar lessons
(5) get enough ZzZzZ
(6) buy a new cellphone ( no, i wasn't envy, my mother thinks i need to change)
(7) buy late bday present for kaye
(8) shopping with my friends/cousin

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last night, had a fight with my guy friend thru text. i can't stand his immature attitude towards having relationships. he asked me to look for a girl for him. i found a perfect girl to match him then he texted me last week that he wasn't sure if the other girl he courted last 2 week ago would give him a yes answer...then now, he was making kulit me thru text that he desperately needs a girl! how PATHETIC! i felt being used!

umalis na din ako sa wakas!

2004-08-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

NO MORE RAIN!

finally, i got to smell the fresh air outside and....

got my EAF already! hmm..damn! tuition fee hikes again. it used to be 14k now it's 15k... i know i would hear my parents reaction to it and that i really have to make it this term...i hope this will be my final term.

i was walking along leon guinto and felix caught my attention, he was from the other side of the street. we had a lil conversation at warzone's bench for like 30 minutes. i only met him in an org. second, i was going to the comfort room when i heard "HEY". i turned my back, it was david! the guy i also met in same org too. these people really made my day! i have a reason to be cheerful today =) i mean, some people i know, they would never approach me like that... or if i'll approach them, they seem not want to be bothered!

i got the chance to go to gilmore today. it was hard looking for parkings! but the security guards were nice... i bought a more expensive & brandy mouse. for the 5th time, i needed to change. i usually pick the unbranded 100 peso mouse coz my siblings would always destroy it. sana ito umubra na.

i went to tomas morato and i take out bagoong rice topping @ thai a box. but i end up eating it on my way home coz of the traffic! then i made tambay @ shell's select going to baguio...wala lang. i finished eating the food & i bought a drink- granita. my mother & my shobe influenced me so i tried it.

nangangati ang paa

2004-08-26T12:57:00.000+08:00

argh! i've been wanting to go to gilmore since yesterday but it still raining. im scared i might get stranded with flood & traffic. so i'd rather stay home and go online. since my siblings don't have school today. my brother's using the pc almost the whole day! he eats his lunch & merienda with it! i couldn't butt in when it's him who uses it! i think he needs to get his own pc na talaga...and i found something...but won't blab here...hehe.

it was my first time to watch knock first on ETC. and i love kathy kho! she's so pretty and i like her color scheme for veronica's room. it's a little asian inspired orange-blue and the chill place she made for veronica's friends! aaahh now, i want to have another makeover for my room too!

i also watched extra challenge, sa hirap at ginhawa! nakakatawa si chynna ortaleza. partner nya si railey. nagloloko ung tiyan nya hindi pwede tanggalin ung tali sa mga kamay nila. so railey had to go to the comfort room with chynna. that's so embarassing. but i don't think i like railey's attitude. coz i saw a short trailer for mamaya. he's pikon pala. he's after the prize i think.

this is my new layout! i easily get bored with my template once in a while. kindda simple but love the color pink talaga eh! and the pic above. girl listening to the music!

BIG THANKS to people who visit and make comments here...you don't know how much i appreciate it!

33 things you might wanna know about me

2004-08-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

i almost forgot! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MIGGY!

got this from tessa on friendster...

Message:
1. YOUR HOROSCOPE:
-im a taurean...got a prob with that?

2. SiNGLE OR TAKEN?
-tangina, im single...hahaha

3. iF TAKEN, BY WHO?
-this isn't applicable to me. next kweschon pweez?

4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERiOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE/D?
-uhm, yea! but i try to forget everything in the past... life goes on...as i always say

5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON iF YOU TURNED SUiCiDAL?
-failure

6.iS SUiCiDE REALLY KiLLiNG YOURSELF?
-hmm yeah! & attention grabber foo!

7. PREFER COUNTRY OR CLASSiC?
-hmmm country like kenny rog's songs hahaha.

8. PREFER CUTE/iDiOT OR SMART/UGLY?
i pick the anyone who's street smart that makes them
cute... =)

9. ARE YOU iN A STABLE RELATiONSHiP WiTH YOUR BF/GF/CRUSH?
-nope.. never had any.. but if so, i would love too

10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM:
-the person im texting...

11. HAVE A BEST FRiEND THAT iS iN THE OPPOSiTE GENDER? WHO?
-there's no such thing as best but i have guy friends whom i think can keep my secrets safe...

12. WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED?
-piggin out & having fun a lot! or sometimes, i'd like to stay home let it out what i feel...

13. CHEERFUL OR BORiNG?
-cheerful!! i hate dull moments...

14. DESCRiBE A PERFECT DATE.
-anywhere...as long as its fun and your date is not
boring!

15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY iS BLUE? WHAT DO YOU THiNK?
-hmmm yea...hey! that's the song from a walk to remember..me sing*
someday we'll know,
if love can move a mountain,
someday we'll know, why the sky is blue

so i guess someday i'll know....hahaha!

16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
-yes just once.

17. WiLL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MiSTAKE AGAiN? WITH LOVE???
-who knows but im definitely know what to do... im older enough to deal with it.

18. EVER HATED ANYONE LiKE HELL?
-yes a lot actually. but life goes on...

19. DO YOU DO ANYTHiNG WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WiTH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
-umm no...maybe ask him why

20. GiVE ONE WORD WiTH MORE THAN 2 SYLLABLES THAT BEST DESCRiBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELiNG NOW.
-restless

21. DO YOU BELiEVE iN YOURSELF?
-sometimes..but mostly i don't

22. EVER PHYSiCALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-does this count? spanking my face left & right waking myself to sanity.

23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
-haha no. that's for sure.

24. MOTTO iN LiFE.
-live life to the fullest.

25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETiMES?
- yea guilt.

26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD *EXTRA* FEELiNGS ABOUT A BEST FRiEND FROM THE OPPOSiTE GENDER?
-no..

27. iF YES, WHAT DiD YOU DO ABOUT iT? iF NO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
-let see whats gonna happen but for now, im enjoying the good ride of my rollercoaster life.

28. iS FAME & MONEY THE MOST iMPORTANT THiNGS iN YOUR LiFE?
-hah! it depends on situation...

29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPiNG?
-i don't snore...but sometimes, i heard myself giggling....and it was because one of my dreams...

30. ARE YOU DiFFiCULT TO WAKE UP?
-when i alram my phone i try to say ooh 5 more minutes...and then sometimes, i forget to wake up... that happens seldomly when im really really tired from yesterday.

31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
-sometimes i sleep on siesta time...

32. ARE YOU CONVENiENT WiTH THAT?
-dont get it

33. LAST, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE PERFECT?
-no. never & wouldn't. coz nobody's perfect =)

wonders of love

2004-08-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

*do you really believe in love at first sight?
hmm ako i believe this thing called SPARKS...wala lang...

*the person you love or the person who will love you?
i must say the person who loves me..coz i can never love the person if he doesn't love me back. im the type of person who would easily give up on any relationship.

sorry for my walang kwentang post.

oh do you guys need a laptop? coz my friend's selling his hp nx9110...check it out some visuals HERE. you can text him thru that number.interested parties only.

bum.

2004-08-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

tinatamad ako. shucks. my mom woke me up so early today. i had to join her eating breakfast. sobrang inaantok pako. wanna sleep pero di na ko makatulog once nagising nako. damn. im always online almost everyday na. i think i need to ban myself for one week. and oh im thinking about getting a cherry tat or a belly pierce.

bumble's bday

2004-08-22T12:12:00.000+08:00

busy weekend i got... my siblings and i are attending our nephew bumble's christening party later night @ dragon gate..i had set my clothes already coz sometimes it takes me sooo long to decide on what to wear...hahaha...

me & * are still texting each other...had a bad impression of him when the first time i met him but now im considering him as my friend. =)

bwisit no water

2004-08-21T15:03:00.000+08:00

i woke up @9am...sakto a friend called me up, asking for my help and confirming na tuloy kami later...and funny my sister...she told us about jerome (if your reading my past entry...this boy is keep on calling my sister on the phone more than 3x a day) asked her to be his girlfriend...hahaha my mom, my brother and i was laughing...kasi kinder 2 palang they know bf-gf thing. sabi ko na nga ba e...un ang kutob ko...he likes my shobe... but how can that be? naunahan pa ko! hahaha

at this time, i havent taken my bath yet! and im dying to have one coz sticky na ung feeling ko...argh! walang water.... kasi the tubero's fixing it!

weird

2004-08-21T03:29:00.000+08:00

how strange....i woke up in the middle of my sleep...hahaha...saya! guess who kausap ko sa ym? my close friend!! baka na sense ko sha! hmmm...shucks i think im hungry!

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got this questions from jule @ friendster and answered it awhile ago...

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF YOUR NAME?
irene-peaceful...

WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR NAME?
irene- wla na sila maisip kaya ayun! hahahaha... ampangit noh?
ayeen- when i was a kid, i was bulol...can't pronounce my name hahaha!

WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOiNG WHEN YOU`RE
DEPRESSED?
depends on situation either kulong sa house or layas ng layas kumain ng kumain pero wala naman napapala!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO NAME YOUR
FUTURE CHILD?
Margarita (girl) & Jose Cuervo (boy) hahaha!! joke... i like Ethan actually

WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS?
when i know i cannot make it.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
sappy movies. goodbyes. insanity. failures.

WHAT'S THE ONE THING THAT IS LACKING IN
YOUR LIFE?
the greatest fan of my life...

WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK?
i don't usually stay late....im a sleepyhead right
now haha...

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL
MARRIAGES?
no comment

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ABORTION?
bad!

WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR
COUNTRY?
beaches, hospitality, brown skin & our very own music...not those otso-otso, sayaw kikay thing...

DESCRIBE YOUR MOM.
fab, cool, but she can be mean sometimes, very fashionable, hardworking, lazy sometimes, very pretty & sexy at her age,generous....

MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU?
can't remember...wala ata e!

LONGEST CAR/BUS RIDE YOU'VE TAKEN?
from manila to baguio...roadtrip!! so much fun! i
want to go back!

BIBLE QUOTE YOU'LL NEVER FORGET?
for god so love the world...blah blah john3:16....i
had it since grade1... it was taught to us in
school...

BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED?
materialistic speaking, my digicam... it was given
to me by my parents when i turned 20=)

SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
any filipino gag shows! actually anything can
make me really laugh coz im a mababaw person.

NICEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
too many to mention.... basta i try to help others
than myself.

LOOK AROUND. WHAT CAUGHT YOUR EYE?
picture frames

YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW A
BIRTHDAY CANDLE?
i didn't have a cake or a party... i just dont feel
celebrating it every year...

CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS.
WHAT DID YOU SEE?
europe...take me there! i wanna go there! take me
take me hahaha!

DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES?
sometimes.. if i know it's going be sulit... really like
it, fits me well then i'd buy it

DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S
FRIENDSTER PASSWORD?
nope too personal.

DO YOU FOLLOW FASHION TRENDS?
yes sometimes but i don't overdo...

HAVE YOU EVER RUN AWAY?
haha no! i can't get out of this house...the gate is too far...the walls
are too high. security guards of the village are too strict... instead, i lock myself in the cabinet pretending i went away! hahaha! those were my
childhood days.

HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A
SHOULDER TO CRY ON?
no but i empathize with them....listen & give them
a warmth hug..

HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED
SOMEONE?
yes!!! weirdos...annoying people

HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTIC
DATE?
haha wala eh how i wish he would takeme to the beach for walk at night tapos higa sa sands tignan lang ang mga tala sa ulap...tapos makakatulog na dun! haaay!

HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE
LETTER? WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME?
friendly letters lang eh! i still have them from grade 6 & hs friends, one higher batch friends, crushes/mu's of my friends

DO YOU THINK YOU'LL EVER GET CANCER?
maybe....who knows...

IF YOU DO GET CANCER AND HAVE ABOUT A
MONTH TO LIVE, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
travel to europe with the greatest fan of my life...

choco for breakfast

2004-08-20T09:54:00.000+08:00

i only had one bar of meiji's milk chocolate for breakfast today! wala lang =)

gosh!

2004-08-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm im playing up with my bangs a while ago haha sawa nako sa buhok ko i need a new haircut!! and im sooper happy...why? because my brother's in his retreat! he'll be back tomorrow...mwahaha...wala akong kaaway and peaceful ang bahay namin... sana makonsensya na pala sya sa mga ginawa nya sakin... sana mag mature na talaga sya...

shucks! would you believe after one year im looking for some lyrics again? i currently like twista's sunshine & keahiwai's falling...hay i wanna memorize just at least one new song for now...coz im hella bored =)

im in my pj's ready to sleep can't wait the weekend...hahaha goodnight *mwah*

pretty forever!

2004-08-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

im trying to convince myself everyday that im pretty & smart...but still i have low-esteem but when i read cosmo...*sigh* it inspires me...i dunno...basta im getting prettier & smarter ngayon haha...woooi positive thinking na ang lola nyo... baka maging over confident na ng tuluyan. you gotta have their beauty special issue!

i had some thoughts last night before going to sleep...feeling ko super duper pressure ako magblog so from now on...i'll just type whatever my fingers want to...

haaay! i got to talk to this person on the phone again after years! nagpapahanap ng babae. WTF? he's so boring kausap.

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i got this from *daphNe's blog...walang magawa...

50 questions

1. Your name spelled backwards.
ocetgnoneeya (i had hard time thinking)

2. Where were your parents born?
Manila, Philippines

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Itunes

4. What's your favorite restaurant?
Cibo

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
i can't remember!

6. Have you ever been in a school play?
Yes, but i wasn't serious.

7. How many kids do you want?
only two a boy and a girl

8. Type of music you dislike most?
tagalog songs they're getting worse...otso-otso, pito-pito, sayaw kikay...i hate those...and some music that put me into bed.

9. Are you registered to vote?
Yes, i did this year lang. i was a first time voter.. clueless ako

10. Do you have cable?
Yes. TV

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?
i dunno what's a moped? sorry im dumb.

12. Ever prank call anybody?
No. waste of time

13. Ever get a parking ticket?
Yes sometimes No...they're illegal.

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Yes i'd love to try extreme sports.

15. Farthest place you ever traveled.
i dunno which is farthest...new york or virginia... but within philippines,
its boracay.

16. Do you have a garden?
yup. when i was a kid, i try to plant fruit seed...but they didn't grow. =( kasi
garden nga lang eh! hahaha

17. What's your favorite comic strip?
Calvin & Hobbes

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Wait lemme sing it again...

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
everyday every night... i love to take long baths

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
Mean Girls. i wanna own an orig dvd copy of it.

21. Favorite pizza topping?
Ham & Cheese or Hawaiian

22. Chips or popcorn?
Chips

23. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
i dont usually wear lipsticks im more of a lipgloss person, im currently liking
nivea's...the one in tube...very glossy & soft on lips..cheap pa.

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
No. What is it for? im getting dumber

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
No...i have stage frights.

26. Orange Juice or apple?
Orange juice.

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with
and where did you dine?
hotchica friends last friday @ cibo abs-cbn...3 of us ordered the same gamberetti & four season shake.

28. Favorite type chocolate bar?
Dark chocolates, crunch or any meiji's

29. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
Election... this year

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
i dunno

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
yes from this fund raising project during the coronation night. haha

32. Are you a good cook?
no but i only make good sandwiches...:)

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
haha actually no...but i would like to try

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
nopeee....

35. Sprite or 7-up?
kahit ano they have the same taste naman e

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
i still don't have a work! bummer

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
my shobe's vitamins...asorbic acid & the other one i forgot

38. Ever throw up in public?
No... Never...i only drink what i can.

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
millionaire! right now, i have a lot of things that i WANT to buy. haha mukhang pera ako e.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes

41. Ever call a 1-900 number?
no never

42. Can ex's be friends?
yup of course!

43. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
my blockmate who gave birth to her second child.

44. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?
Yup, i saw my baby pics when i first went out of my mom's womb...sabi nila
its a lot for a newborn baby...hehehe

45. What message is on your answering machine?
we don't have an answering machine hehehe

46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character?
ha? wala im always out or i sleep early. dont watch tv too much

47. What was the name of your first pet?
Andrea de Micaela...but it's a family pet.

48. What is in your purse?
money, coins, family picture, 2x2 pics, credit cards, hairclips, band aid, old receipts, angpaos

49. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
take a shower, (sometimes) read book, do my beauty rituals...hehehe

50. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
i thank the lord coz im still alive...hahaha

starbucks again!

2004-08-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

i decided to meet this guy whom i met online last year december 2003...and i think it's safe to meet him one on one since we have a common friend. i was 30 minutes late, yes i did it intentionally... well, he wasn't my type at all...we didn't have a nice conversation purely lokohan & bolahan. besides, he's flirting on me. my reactions to it were like wala lang...and i always change pur topic...i dont feel him.

i had coffee talk with ate iks! its been a long time since the last time i saw her. i love her, actually...she has a lot of chickas that i missed...

my typical guy

2004-08-16T14:16:00.000+08:00

WHAT TYPE OF GUYS DO YOU ATTRACT? from meg magazine june 2004 page 34.
i took the test last two months ago and got this result...

you attract the daring dreamer! flowers, candlelit dinners and sentimental music-he's the Prince Charming you've been dreaming of! he dosen't run out of surprises & this romantic guy knows what will make your heart melt because it's what will make his heart melt as well usually a sensitive (and sometimes, brooding) sort not a moment with you will be dull for him because to him you're perfect just the way you are...

south beach diet

2004-08-14T16:11:00.000+08:00

my mom wants to take all her fats on her belly...but it wouldn't. now, south beach diet intrigues her. hmmm i like to have more GAMBERETTI sandwiches from cibo! yikes craving again... =)...i haven't sleep much today because i doze off at 3am and my mom been nagging me to get my butt off my bed @9pm because she needs me to drive her to somewhere...just as i opened my datebook, it's been one month one week & 2 days since i got off my braces!! hahaha i know this is one bored entry for this week.

tamad mode

2004-08-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

just got back from girls night out! hmmm...so many things happened to me... i was "the hotseat" of the night....out of order story & my bloopy woopy!! clumsy ko kasi at wala sa sarili na naman! okay that's it! i noticed everyone's tamad! i went bloghopping before writing this...bakit ganon? hay hay life! OMG! it's past 1am and im still alive...miracle!

i got my ipod mini already! i never thought it would be smaller than in the pic! pero it's actually cute...i need to charge the battery for one night...hay excited nako!