hiding what i feel

people think i have a smooth sailing life... no waves or no sharks around the ocean. they usually see me as a jolly person but what you see is you dont get it sometimes. i woke up this morning feeling so bad... mad and jealous of someone else. why some people are so unfair? thanks to you blogger coz i still have someone who listens to all my problems. that's right baby, im going crazy...and that i need to see a psychiatrist.

just dunt wanna think it anymore. i want to keep myself busy...work or sleep or go out have fun ~i miss going gimiks!