baclaran

im so proud that i got to this place for the first time by commute. when i came there, there were a lot of people. luckily, i was just on time to hear the novena mass. someone spoke a while ago about his dad who was surrounded with 10 people and was shot in front of their house. i just can't help myself but to symphatize with her story about her family. i didnt want to weep so instead i look up to the ceiling. =) anyways, i prayed about what i want. hopefully, the plan goes well. i lit 2 candles: one for me and my boyfriend that we'd stay long together and one for my career. oh well, i still have faith in Him even if i have so many trials in life right now. i gotta be strong.

nuthin much

ok so i went to this agency but didnt like the salary but i like the idea of having a tax free salary with free accomo, food and transport.

anyways, so right after the short interview...i went to shang to have my first month eye check up. it's everything fine... i have a 20/15 vision which is good.

tomorrow is wednesday. i plan to go to baclaran. so many things to do ugh! but i wanna be productive this week.

me and my webcam

i just finished talking to him in ym. ive got to use my webcam. he haven't gone to my place so i toured him my room and few stuff.i really miss him so much! only if i could go to dubai for a long drive, i would go there right away just to see him. love you my baby honey! :D

hooray.

2 week of hibernation at home. ugh! i didn't gain any weight. issues about my mom havent resolved. they dont really care about me anyway.

so, sat and sun...i went out of my shell. i bought some stuff that i need. i got a webcam for myself and a usb flash drive for my brother. i scanned my photos for my application, yes im ready to distribute it to some agencies. and also, i bought a polo which i think looks good on me. im really trying to collect work clothes though im not yet working again. i hope it can work out soon.

12 more days, it will be my baby and i's first anniversary. and im really excited! though he still cant go home. i really wanted to go to dubai for him and also to look for a work. i just wish that i'm doing the right thing, following him there even if it's against my parents' will, i'd still want to live on my own and experience freedom. besides, i'm 23 years old and 2 more years i'm on my mid 20's. i need to have a career too...yah know.

boo.

it's been a while since i updated this site. hmmm wow! i still have visitors.

im actually blogging in my other site -> http://www.xanga.com/loca_grrl. just check it out and if you can leave me a message there. that would be nice. thank you!

now that i remembered my user and pass for this akawnt, i shall begin blogging here from now on.