not going out today.

ok, so i slept at 2am a while ago, talking to miguel on the phone. i had to put down the phone coz of my dad... was so annoying....ugh! that's the mainreason why i dont want to use phone at night... i always get embarassed. i mean im old enough to do what i want... anyways, he's a nice guy... a typical hiphop ..based from his story. he does weed. got two kids but he never gets married. he likes 2pac- he's the bomb according to him..hehe...well, im trying to recall what he said last night coz i was kindda out of my mind... well, he told me that he worked as a trainer before...so i got intimidated of him, coz he speaks english so well! plus with his accent, great voice...told him he should work as a disc jockey. so, he did the talking and i was just listening to him the whole time...agreeing to what he says, he tries to compare philippines and west coast...he's funny..he actually knows how to talk to conservative people like me.. =)

i dreamt about my sister....the doctor said that my sister has a disease and she's going to die soon.we had to put her to the tomb eventhough she's still alive...it was weird. i was actually crying already. i realized that it was just a bad dream.

deleted the other one.

i deleted my recent post. coz it's soo nonsense...

im happy that we passed our P&D for our system documentation...we still have one more defense to go... hopefully, we'll make it... =) period.

not enough rest for one week. first thing in the mirror, i check my face and i always notice my eyebags, they're getting dark and gets chinky when i'm tired or dont have my regular sleep

i happened to talk to den on the phone this very early morning...and she told me about her training at parlance. she mentioned "teta" in our conversation and the teta news just popped up in my mind... so, that's why ive not been hearing teta news on magic for a long time coz she quitted already.

hmm... just got home thanks to shiny, she offered me a ride going to las pinas. coz im super tired up to now... but look still bloggin... i went to her house and i left my car there...we dropped by becky's kitchen to buy some goodies to take home.

went blog hopping and saw carissa's blog. i want the magnetic money clip..so unique, i guess it's better version of what happy david is selling in the market...colors are cute... i want the baby pink. sana available pa sya. and the notebooks... cute din!! that made me miss going to school and taking down notes in the class...

plans for this weekend. but this is not sure pa. my mom told me that we might go to batangas to be with my lola coz it's her birthday. i almost forgot...my cousin reminded me. then my auntie pooch from chicago is here in manila for a vacation...i miss her so much, i want to see her. and then sunday, trick or treat in alabang. =)

unplanned night out

yesterday,i had to go to sm north for a while to buy important things i really need, contact lens & solution, err....stockings coz i only have one pair of it! hahaha... need for thesis defense tomorrow, this is for real na talaga. we also met my other friend. jax decided that we should check out surplus shop... oh my goodie!! we were like an hour fitting everything we picked out from messy racks... we really had to go through searching for best buys (nice but cheap) i ended up buying three items, 2 crop pants (249.75 each) & a tanktop (99.75)... back to shopaholic mode again...grrr, should be saving money now... but anyway, im happy coz puro bargain nabuy ko... =)

we had an unplanned dinner at abs-cbn with my gurls...i actually had fun hanging out with them even if we had to leave so early!!! here's the only pic we've got...



di ako nakatulog dun sa iced tea ng cibo! sabog tuloy ako ngayon.

leave now right.

putang ina lang tlga!!! i was used!!! huh, sana yang pagpapa derma mo at pagpapa gym eh maging mukhang bakulaw ka.... enough. that's the end of you and me...

sm north

went to sm north last night with my mom...gawd! i went to globe center to wait up my number....gosh so many people that i'd rather go around the mall. so when it was my turn. they couldn't process my order until my mom would show up. kulit kasi ni mother dear e..anyways, so went around...though wasn't my mood. had no choice... i didnt really buy anything except foods while walking...then after 30 minutes, me and mom met at globe...then we were really making kulit the people there, expecially the manager....gwapo kasi eh. then this girl who entertained us was also makulit...but naasar ako sa pagkakulit nya. over sobra. then my mom went to french baker...tapos nakaupo na lang ako dun waiting for her, coz super tired na tlga ako. then i saw mahal!! super liit! yikes, i cant help myself but to laugh coz ive watched her interviews on sunday talkshows about her nude video spreading thru phones etc.

today, went up to meet my college friend, lanz. too bad we didnt have a pic kasi ayaw nya taba taba nya ngayon. neweiz, i sold him 2 units of cellphone and an old cellphone of my brother....im so happy that i helped my cousin to sell his phones...as in wala akong profit dun.

tomorrow's defense day... good luck to us!

eyebags

waaah im turning into an internet addict again. yesterday was online up to 12 noon because i was again in the office...answering calls & issuing receipts. then went home used pc til 730pm when my dad arrived home. i met a few nice people on chat, miguel just last night and the other guy i dunno what's his name, he was begging me to meet up with him somewhere in qc, play daw kami badminton o kaya rock climbing sa tandang sora...coz i mentioned him that i was into those sports. hehe... =) while miguel, i gave him my number because i dunt know but he seems a nice person naman, a kid by heart too like me....and hooo....momma's boi..lols. he keeps on texting me lastnight to call him at home coz he was bored waiting for his to come over at his place...but too bad was still on my computer talking to some of my friends in yahoo messenger. you may think my life evolves just around the corner...yes, it is. i've met a lot of people over the chat....more of a group eb's... im really fond of meeting new people, talk and get to know them better. i like people who has sense of humor or people who never run out of things to say/tell....argh, why am i writing this way today?

my mom always tells me...."hoy!! ang payat payat mo kumain ka naman!! kita mo ang luwang ng pantalon na sayo." those lines....ugh, makes me hate myself, my own body...but last night, i was just walking in our dining room back and forth getting something...she was eating her early dinner when she gave a flattery comment on me... SEXY daw ako. i laughed... coz i've never never heard that from her, usually panlalait lagi!!! hahaha but tumataba na ba ako? only because i was just wearing pink sando and loose white linen capris... hay!! im so pathetic...but anyways, that's just about it. kahapon lang un...that will never happen again.

anyways, still jitter for the up coming defense and presentation. had sleepless nights... i hate my big black eyebags...pictures can tell it all. daym!

sick and tired as hell

im acting so bitchy today. why? because i waited my brother for 30minutes. trying to contact him thru his cellphone but i got no answer... and then i went to shell select just to have ice cream coz it was extremely hot.. that i had to put on my sunglasses while driving! ugh!! then i had to find them got out of the car. the maid, she saw me but she didnt do anything like.. oh nandito ka na. parang she didn't want to go home with me coz she was with her same species...sorry but i had to say that. i know im sooo rude. anyway, she has served for many years... so mejo malaki na ulo nya....damn!! so when they got in the car... i told them that they should contact me thru text man lang na tapos na sila... mga leche!! up to now, im still MAAAAAAAD! post-period! damn..

i hate this kind of life. sick and tired as hell.

our defense rescheduled on saturday...kasi no panelist available today.

ukay online

today was a very busy day...my friend and i prepared for this ukay online photo site...there were several people who contact me na kagad after posting my url in some of the forum sites... people are getting reservations. may isang girl nangungulit sa kanya ko na daw ibigay. but syempre the rule... kung sino nauna diba.
but it's fun! i like it... then sa office naman. my mom was out early in the morning palang, 7am. ginising ako. then my aunt went out...tapos customer called. he ordered and pipick up na nya kagad. i didnt know what to do...di ko alam price per piece. but everything went well. i contacted my aunt thru her cell. buti na lang mabait ung customer namin =)

fellow bloggers, baka interested kayo to buy 2nd hand, rarely used stuff...we dont think we need it pa kaya we're selling it na lang. toiletries are stock, they were never used. visit UKAY ONLINE INC.. my friend's also making brooches. 50 pesos each... hurry make your reservations and order now. your items can be shipped via courier, but you will have to pay for it. we can also meet you at pick up points: around qc (preferrably: visayas ave., t. morato, sm north, banawe), manila (dlsu-taft, r.place ermita) or makati (greenbelt, glorietta, rockwell)

tomorrow is the D day... presentation and defense of our thesis. i need your prayers people. pag bumagsak pa kami ulit dito, mag papakamatay nako. itaga nyo yan sa bato! take 2 na kami dito. putek. sana maawa na sila samin.

wala lang day 2

one more hour to go and my butt is outta here in the office...hay...took a nap at siesta time...ive never done that for years...hehe then slept @930pm...woke up @ around 8am...i watched extra challenge last night and starstruck 2...wala lang...
grabe ginaw na talaga coz malapit na ung christmas huhuhuhuhu...

walang magawa

i woke up @ 8am....too early!! i didnt want to get up pa because of the morning weather in manila...ang lamig...anyways, im here already at our office. my mom told me to stay here until lunch!! dang! it's only 9am...and i still dont know what to do after this...hay!! yesterday, went to school for consultation. went home kagad and i dropped by mercury mayon to get my own vitamins...coz i notice when i dont drink vitC my skin's getting worse...major breakout...PIMPLES! ack...wishing it will be gone by next week.

i've already watched SHARK TALE with my sister last sunday...ang ganda ng movie. sooo entertaining...syempre mga kasama namin sa cinehan mga kids...and they're sooo cute pag tumatawa sila sabay sabay...it was a love story of two fishes, oscar & angie after all. then we celebrated post birthday of my brother, ivan. we ate at SENTRO at gb3. we were eating butong pakwan while waiting for the food to serve. i miss eating it actually. then this 2 foreigner beside us was observing how we eat it. they don't use their teeth to open but their fingers to snap it. hehehe...

my uncle from the states have arrived here in the philippines. i got lotsa pasalubong na naman from him.

anyway, that's it for now...

change of template

im planning to change my layout coz im hella bored again with this!!!!
i want something new...

love ko toh

i saw mcdo's ad commercial while eating my lunch...so my sister and i went to two of mcdon stores around qc. first, they didnt have strawberry float..then finally, i ordered jasmine trio..comes with float, large fries and a cd..i really wanted to get the cd lang..hahaha i love her song!! love ko to...especially the paparapap part =)
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back to myself

back to myself....REALITY!
wooohooo!!! guess what? im feeling better now. everyday when i woke up, i always tell to myself that i have to start a brand new day...brand new meee!!!

yesterday, went to pick my sister then went to my dad's office and then went to the bank to rob *kaching*.. errands for my mom. then went home stayed in the office coz my mom needed to go to the bank...so went online using the laptop handed down by my cousin, matt. and chatted in mIRC. so funny, i always ended up chatting with the same guy...david...i know this guy from an org. i assumed it was him again til i gave him my friendster akawnt. he replied with surprise...then my mom got back already...so i had to go to my house. he thought i didn't want to chat up with him...

because i wanted to get fat....i ate 2 packs of oishi's ridges & pepsi twist! yum* perfect combination but it was unhealthy...

slept at 10pm woke up 9am and the first thing i did was to open my pc.... finally, after a month...i know how ipod mini works...it was my first time to have an apple gadget...i know how to put songs per album, the solution was to create a playlist...i've been STUPID these days maybe because i don't go to school anymore!! darn*

perky today daw oh

good morning sunshine!!

im chatting with 3 people right now on my yahoo messenger. one's my cheatmate before in high school...hahahha!! he's in beijing to study chinese again. he's so lucky because my parents couldn't afford to send me back to school again...

putangina...

tangina...feeling ko sobra maga ng mata ko wala pa talaga akong tulog! oh gulay! este buhay minsan masaya, minsan malungkot...pero eto parin ako, buhay! nakausap ko ung family friend ko sa aussie ayun chika chika... miss ko na sha! tapos nakausap ko din si R & E sa ym sobrang batong bato ako...sa office kasi ako kaninang umaga nagbantay. ano pa ba? basta walang kwentang buhay ko ngayon. patapon. he called last night. and mejo nakakahalata na sya. pero who cares...noone dahil sya ay isang barbero at di lang un kutchero pa. nakakapraning pero mukha syang engot kagabi kanta ng kanta emote kung ano ano pinapatugtog nya. grow old with you at kung ano ano pa...

is that true that phoemela got kicked out from her show extra challenge? she's doing drugs daw...hay sayang naman career nya soooper boom talaga...

we are the CRAZY CHIC IN TOWN
me & my friend taken last 2 weeks ago at her house...trying to kiss that freakin' igorot guy...hahaha!! f*ck, we were so desperate!

im embarassed...

i always go to this shell station in q.c before going home to buy granitas. i've mentioned that earlier on my previous entry. today, i was so cool enough to buy other stuff than granita when i went to the cashier only had 40bucks in my wallet. so i asked the lady if i could pay it thru credit card and she won't accept it and she was frightened that her manager would get mad if she would void the receipt...i knew i have money but i didnt know where i exactly put it in my bag or wallet. til i checked on the coin part...and there i have money!! hahaha the people at my back were really irritated because the line was getting longer because of me... this is really the worst thing happened to me in my whole life! i was so embarassed....

weeeee

weeee my cpu's back!!! i just got it today... i missed a lot... i haven't checked any of your blogs...

inspiring words

some inspiring words got it from kuya sam:

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Our reflection always shows us Everything we need to see. If we look with an open mind And a lot of honesty.

yesterday, was able to go out with S & K, my high school friends. we watched raising helen...ate at cafe bola. saw my cousin & her boyfriend...went home around 12:30 am. i also got a new pair of jeans... used the money that i saved for 2 weeks. but im happy...=)

today i had movie marathon with my dad. we watched resident evil the apocalypse and bourne supremacy at greenbelt 3...sooper lamig inside the cinema. thank god! i got my thick jacket =)

ive been feeding myself a lot lately...i wanted to gain weight!! one of my frustrations in life...hehe but only my tummy gets big! argh!!! i had to do crunches every morning...it's so weird!