my itsie bitsie life

all about me. my everyday life. random thoughts. my rant and rave. frustrations. wishes and dreams.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

mom ur my savior

oh MOM! you're my savior! i thought i was just bumming at home but then she asked me to accompany her to binondo and gb3...

its been a while since i haven't gone to chinatown!! i love going there to buy foods which are very rare to find...i left my mom at far eastern restaurant, she had to exchange the mooncakes she bought yesterday...while me, went to this store where i remember my mom and i used to go. i bought kaimoy candies at a very cheap price (compare to ichiban), lychee gulaman juice, chocolate coffee marshmallow & squid flakes. we also bought almond cakes...

mom said we should go there at least once a week...

then went to pick up my sister at school then headed to makati

we ate lunch @ piadina...then went around to find accessories for her belly dancing class...after 30 minutes, we found the store. my mom & i went shopping today!!! she ended up buying clothes at salabianca & mphosis...while me, got a black sequined slippers from simple pleasures and accessory from JO's...i got my initial name already. i've been longing to own one...i also got to see the owner of the store- joyce orena. she's so nice and pretty...=) then ate merienda @ starbucks..had iced mocha and brownies... my appetite is getting better... =)

so what's in store for me tomorrow? i don't know but i would love to go out whoever asks me...im desperate!! hahaha!!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

informal...

sorry for my informal entries... wala ako sa mood talaga mag blog ngayon =) waahh but im okay na talaga! no worries!! =) im happy back to normal....

recovering....

im here at my friend's house...wala lang. i went out of the house @ 8am to meet my thesismates at school ng 9am...then revise kami ng thesis til 11am. i was supposed to meet jax kaya lang she was with her barkada nada dyahe nako...so left school @ 12noon to nowhere. dapat magstay pako erport. i was at g.h. alone for 2 hours. kakapraning! but i always love being alone, walang kausap...loner kumbaga... i went around the tiangges alone...tapos @ 4pm...nagkita kami na kami ni R...super depressed ko na i bought two cute skirt hahaha!!! denim pleated skirt and flirty khaki skirt. now, im happy...

dito muna ako mag stay sa house ni R kasi minsan lang ako maka layas ng buong araw....nagluluto sya now... gutom na ko can't wait to taste her pasta!!! haaaay!!

Sunday, September 26, 2004

stupid love

hey guys, im still alive and yeah, kicking!
im temporarily using internet in a cafe...

wow my last entry dated september 17...and today is september 26...
i didn't blog for 9 days...
my reasons
1. my cpu isn't home and i terribly miss "HIM".
2. im busy with school stuff- my new term started already. so far we only had 2 meetings with our adviser and counting. love life? yes..i thought i was going to have fun for months but it took only for weeks to enjoy it...

earlier, we celebrated mooncake festival with whole clan from my dad's side. we ate lunch @ emerald garden. for the first time, i feel so restless. and i wasn't in my mood to play pwat tyong chu. i started rolling the dice in the bowl and had 1-6 numbers...that was our 2nd prize and i got it for twice...cash money 1,200 in angpaos. previous years, i never won cash prize but only groceries. i realized maybe im more successful in terms of money than having a good relationship with someone. argh!!!! why do i feel this way? everything happened seem so stupid as i knew that it was going to be. hahaha... God knew i needed it badly.

i feel so lonely....so for now i want to keep myself more busy for the coming week. i don't want to think of him anymore coz it would make me really really feel bad!!! damn you, *!(calling all my gurls gimik naman tayo!)


last time i went online pala, i dont usually open my msn messenger. but then i was able to catch justin. i dunno how i met him...but i knew that was like 2 years ago...probably just went browsing website thru google/yahoo and i happened to see his page. this guy rocks! so talented... his works are so amazing.

well that's all for now. byebye.

Friday, September 17, 2004

exoricst cookbook

you wouldn't believe that i actually bought a cookbook yesterday! bummer!! haha.. i wanted to learn how to cook but as you know all, im lazy! i previewed it first before buying and i saw some sushis & makis and want to make one at home. i believe to this thing: to win a man's heart is through his stomach... and i want to impress the one man of my life, my dad coz he loves japanese... =) i wish my mom would tag me to the grocery.

D and i watched EXORCIST: THE BEGINNING @ RP Manila...i caught so many people inside who were in their white clothes. grabe, ang dami nila talaga. some people were even running inside...so weird. i was presuming they were all from UP coz it's the nearest school. anyways, i have a lot of questions about the movie... may church involvement kasi eh. to be honest with you guys, i dunno much about it. all i know is that God exist, He created me and i believe in him...the sound effects in the movie really made me scream. it's been a long time since i've done that in a movie house. i actually saw every scary/yucky scenes except this part when sarah injected joseph, the kid...i have to close my eyes coz it was a huge! i have phobias on those.

i love watching shows like extra challenge/victim undercover... always switch the tv with this two program every night but more of extra challenge ako. kasi i wanted to replace phoemela barranda as the host of the show! hahaha i also like ethel booba, she really makes me laugh...she's sobrang wholesome nya kasi! nakakatawa ako sa mga hirit nya but last night, victim undercover lang napanuod ko kasi nagkanda walaan dito ung remote samin eh. (ewan ko kinakain rin ata) nayanig ung bahay namin sa sobrang tawanan. i couldn't stop laughing at melanie marquez' comment... "it was my first time to do it with such an ugly creature." coz angelica jones couldn't do what melanie had done. she had to cpr(cardiopulmonary resucitation) & mouth-to-mouth resu with a real guy who looks like bungo with a skeleton body...sometimes, i think those shows are really so OVER but it's a CHALLENGE... they can't do anything about it.


aaaahhh...oh rainy days again!! im supposed to go out today but all were cancelled. i was supposed to a watch play but the tickets were sold out already...

should i go for a lunch with * or not? im tamad eh!!!

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

miscommunication...

just this morning... i had a miscommunication with our maid. my mom have said something to our maid for me... i actually thought i understood everything she said but come 11am, i went down to the office. my mom was again, shouting in her mad tone voice. our helper told me that i was going with my mother...i was like WHAT THE??? and it was all because one word that she told me... SASABAY. she just told me "baba ka ng 11am sabi ng mama mo." so i assumed i was going to take charge in our office. then i asked her how about my sister? am i still picking her up? and she said yes. so i thought i was leaving alone @ 12noon.

GRRR!!!! when i got to our house, i told her in a nice way that i didnt get her message that my mom got mad of me!!!

cotton candy stuff

eto ung mukha ko nung morning ko kahapon. i was bored...pilit ang tawa. d malaman kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko.


a.F.t.E.r.N-oo-n
got out of the house with my driver's license, a 500 peso bill and cellphone.
here's what i did.
drove myself to sm north...
bought this all under 50 pesos each...

then my mom texted me to buy her meiji's chocolate too.

i gave the blue cotton candy to my lil sister... we had fun eating it yesterday!! i've got some pictures... =)


pinch the cotton candy...i said. and she show me this.



a stolen shot of her eating cotton candy~parang naghahamon ng away!



another stolen pic..we were laughing at her pic kasi! kakatawa sya kasi e.



me looking at her!! kulit nya grabe! unfair daw mya kulay kanya! hmmm?!


ubos na!!!



saya namin!


end of cotton candy story



would you believe on the same day, i actually finished one big pack of hershey color balls while watching blind dates! oooh can you convert that to calories please? hahaha!!







Tuesday, September 14, 2004

unhappy. weak

nothing much happened yesterday....there's something wrong with me lately, i felt so weak & unhappy, i wanted to end my day kagad kaya...i slept early. around 7pm, was on my bed...then i couldn't sleep so i read few chapters of the book...i woke up @ 7am feeling nothing!!!! am i numb or something?

well...hmm i hope i'll get over this soon! haha life goes on!

i wanna greet COJER a happy birthday!!

great news, we got an adviser na!!! =) i hope he willbe our good mentor for our thesis! =)

Monday, September 13, 2004

a bad sunday

yesterday, only stayed at home....did my brother's assignment (ugh, im sick of doing others task!)...did another website (you have to watch out for it...my imaginations just can't work in one day straight!)...and then after few minutes looking for a cd, i felt i was going to collapse! so i rest and spent the whole late afternoon alone in my room, reading boy meets girl by joshua harris. i found myself crying without any reason. another emotional sickness for after so long! i was getting my journal when 2 people texted me. one is my super close friend and the other one, a person who wants to mess up with my boring life! i dunno but i just dont feel his sincerity...asking another chance? now, im confused! oh bullcrap!

Sunday, September 12, 2004

foodtrip

i never knew that i had a bz schedule yesterday. exactly, 1pm i was in school already for our G.A. i waited my friend for 30 minutes... but i decided to go to the venue and reserved a seat for her. shucks! when i got in the room, jampack na and it was hot! i had no choice but to stand and argh! i cant stand the hot temperature inside with only 3 small aircons... grr i was sweating as if im in the oven! ang init talaga...grabeh super whiny ko talaga nun. ok after 2 hours, i got out of the room and i decided to go solo & eat ice monster...stayed at the waiting area and saw long lost friend, E!!! we chatted up to 4pm. he had to leave me kasi magmeet na sila ng gf nya. daming plano... alis with him & his gf. pero sana matuloy un lahat =)

i went food tripping with R!! hahaha takaw ko sobra. i had 2nd round of ice monster. tapos i ate one slice choco mocha cake and while driving i ate 2 chicken empanada. haaay pag uwi kain ulit hehe. R was here. we spent 1 hour just lying on my bed...talking stuff, laughing together! hahaha!! then ate dinner...and brought R home. kasi gabi na and her house's near lang here. tambay sa house nya for a while. then my brother called me up kasi may gimik sya... grabe that was 9:30pm already. so went home and brought her to abs then went home around 1030pm.

i'm happy coz my parents were out. and i didnt have to ask permission from them. hahaha!! i just go out whenever i want... =)

Friday, September 10, 2004

yesterday, i went out without my parents' approval! well, i actually asked my mom about it but she said i have to ask my dad. and i went to my dad's office after picking up my sister and i was begging him to allow me!! but he didn't...so, i decided to go against them...i made takas watched this last night at eastwood. i love every minute every second of the movie..of course, i cried!! hehehe haay! noah's really so sweet. he had a lot of surprises...mostly it was weird...so the first half of the movie was laughing...but at the end of it, dun nako super cry...

wow! they didn't even bother to call me to go home na. sarap, the freedom. swear! but i can't make it as often as i want! syempre abuso na un... natakot nga ko last night eh. coz i dont have the keys @ home tapos dead na batt ko. kala ko sa labas nako ng gate matutulog!! huhuhu!! drama..buti na lang savior ang maid! narinig nya ung doorbell. thank God!

went shopping for some fancy earrings... i got a butterfly & cherry =) ill post it maybe next time...i wore the butterfly and went i got home, nasira na sya. stupid! i shouldn't wasted my 30 bucks for that!! haay...napaghahalatang kuripot na tlga ako.


Thursday, September 09, 2004

about cellphones

i had a bad start for this week...monday, my mom's pressuring me to change my old cellphone na kasi they're also gonna get a new one na rin... but i wasn't in my mood and she kept asking about phone models. i told her i dunno anything about it na since a lot of phones are in the market already...

sometimes, i can't stand my mom's attitude like im gonna tell her that im goin to buy something for my pc and then she starts panicking of who will pick up my sister in school... syempre, i'll pick her up muna and bring her home before doing my stuff...as if i have no common sense at all!! can't do anything about it coz im still living with her.

oh last saturday, i was able to go to hospital with my mom. we went to her ob-gyne. i was chatting with the secretary of my mom's doctor when this chinese girl came up and gave her son's birth certificate to the secretary. when i saw the record that she gave birth @ 20 and at the end of the paper....all caps NOT MARRIED. she's kindda look more mature than me. (yeah, sometimes i compare myself to others especially when we're same age.) the guy's only 19 and filipino. *sigh* people are becoming more liberated these days. at an early age, they're engaging to sex already. because they think its COOL. im super concerned what will happen in the future, i mean our next generation.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

some quizzes

hahaha yay!! yeah, this is true!! i always carry a big bag everytime i go out. i have a lot of stuff to carry with me. aside from my wallet & cellphone, i also bring a bottle of mineral water, some candies or cookies whenever i go shopping or window shopping. and sometimes, even a book when i need to wait for someone...




You Are a Classic Gucci Bag


You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works

Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time

You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff

You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times




What Kind of Handbag Are You? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

more pics...

HAPPY WEEKEND!!!
as i promised, here's more...





ARGH cant sleep

no one's online... greeeat! my sister has a fever and the maid woke her up to drink her medicine and she won't stop crying up to now!! it's sooo fu*king annoying! i cant even go back to sleep now...poor me...

my phone was a hotline awhile ago. i had three guys texting me. si texter #1 lakas ng trip...nasa bar sya ni texter #2. hindi magkakilala si texter#1 & #2. tapos si texter#3 naman with a friend. inviting me to go out with them kasi baka magmukha silang nag dadate nung friend nya...hahahaha! was lazy na to go out coz i already did it earlier. i watched connie & carla with ri. it wasn't boring as i was expecting. funny nga sila eh *dragqueens* lols

i watched "the terminal" the other day...aww grabe! mejo naiyak ako dun. sometimes people misjudge you talaga.

Thursday, September 02, 2004

fuck

i got an amnesia...


i dunno how rice bowl journal works....i forgot my member id...i just registered yesterday and couldn't figure it out! and my old hotmail account...i forgot my password!! and the secret answer...now, can't open my jobstreet page either. what the heck is happening to me?

i put back its original background which is black. darn. im a bummer. what else can i say?

my dad got shocked when i shown him my eaf for this term. i think i need to go job hunting again...