m-azing chocolates

my mom discovered new chocolates at grocery.

she sent me 3 bars of m-azing (it's a new line of m&m chocolates)and some meiji's (ive always been a fan of japan label chocolates) aww...how sweet...

i feel good whenever i eat sweets... it makes me hyper! =)

hiding what i feel

people think i have a smooth sailing life... no waves or no sharks around the ocean. they usually see me as a jolly person but what you see is you dont get it sometimes. i woke up this morning feeling so bad... mad and jealous of someone else. why some people are so unfair? thanks to you blogger coz i still have someone who listens to all my problems. that's right baby, im going crazy...and that i need to see a psychiatrist.

just dunt wanna think it anymore. i want to keep myself busy...work or sleep or go out have fun ~i miss going gimiks!

connect

ive been blinded by his sweetness
or was he just flirting with me?

and i realized how stupid i am making the first move...
i baked butterscotch for him and i put some papers inside of it (sort of like fortune cookies)

lesson i learned...
never fall in love with jerks

im happy...
we're still friends ;)

so wonderful to have them

today i wanna write something about my friends... my qc friends or should i say MY hotchicas...we've known each other for 5 years already. how ridiculous it may seems but we only just met thru internet. we became friends because of the common things we do plus our houses are just like less than 10km away. so if one of us has a problem, madaling hagilapin. i must say that they're very real. i love them to bits.. they're the only people who help me to gain so much confidence. =) both of them went to the states for good. i was left here alone and luckily, i got a job one month after i graduated in college. but even if our life has changed...we keep our communications open. and im looking forward to see them soon...as in i wanna hug them and tell them how i miss them so much...

things i miss

saw this in my photobucket akawnt...


i miss this phone so bad. my brother borrowed it from me and lost it. this is one of the things i bought from my own money.

 
palawan...this is where you can find solitude!!


tambay sa kalye.. inuman...sunog baga...kwentuhan...kulitan...kantahan...


i never posted this to any of my blogs...getting drunk and wasted was the best feeling i ever had...FREEDOM

afraid.

you know what i am afraid of?

being ALONE. if you know what im saying. =P

she goes bang bang herself...

i was depressed last monday early morning...good thing i had someone to talk to... hay... i miss my hotchicas already... =)

but no matter what life must goes on...

im really going crazy...

Natalie-Going Crazy
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the one for you

I'm falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather I can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)

(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything

(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...