merry christmas

merry christmas to everyone!

pics from rian's party..

our pix during rian's saturday party... a mini get together with some of her friends...

ansorry mom if she reads this.

i've not been feeling good these days you know, even if i have attended 6 mornings of simbang gabi...my mom and i dont get along well. it started last friday. i didnt really want to take her to edsa shangrila hotel because i knew friday will be really traffic in edsa...i made my own plan to watch a movie with my cousin. i told her and she said i should go home right away coz my dad was going to pick her up daw... she even told me i was making an instant plan again... come to think of it, i dont go out often now because of the oil price hike. so instead of wasting gas just to make hatid her to the hotel... but then,i didnt told her my plan to drop by starbucks na. hay. then i went home and ate dinner with my dad, he asked if it was traffic and i said yes. tapos i told him my plan and he said "sana sinabi mo para ikaw na lang nag antay sa kanya. ginagawa naman nya kong driver nya eh." just what i've thought.

yesterday, my lola asked me to buy christmas balls at SM. i hitched a ride with my mom since she was going to slimmer's. but unfortunately, there were no red & gold christmas balls available...so i walked alone going to main, check out stores...went to starbucks, and then decided to go back to annex. when i was in annex, my mom texted me to buy her granita, her latest addiction..had to go back to main ulit. basta, she asked me to go back again several times just to get her that...my feet were soring already. as in, coz been at the mall for 2 days straight. i told her my feet really hurt. and she was like "ikaw ang bata bata mo pa sumasakit na paa mo....blah blah." she was mad at me. i bought it even though it wasn't frozen. basta she even told me pinagloloko ko daw sya. and that granita should be frozen by an hour...and long sermons in the car going home.

i know im old enough to know what is right or wrong and good or bad... to make my own decision in life...but she's still holding my neck up to now. sometimes, i thought of running away from our house but i just dunno where to stay or hide from them... i'm afraid i might end up being palaboy. im choosing the right time maybe if i get to marry a lucky guy, someone who'll take me away from a lot of problems in our house. do i sound so pathetic? well, i am and that's what i am dreaming of since i was a kid.

simbang gabi

in my entire life, my family and i never really attend simbang gabi. and i was curious it's my first time to attend simbang gabi kanina...i made it happen. i woke up @ 4am. muy laziness didn't hit me this morning though i only had 5 hours of sleep... (i went home almost 1030pm already...long story...) i was more of excited. i went exactly 5am to church....sobrang jampack na. well, i didn't expect that a lot of kids will be there...they were brought by their moms.

one thing i like here in our church is i dont see teenagers who go to church just to make pa porma lang. i've noticed that when i went to churches in our province. sobrang crowded and they don't really listen to mass...i'm planning to donate my old shirts, other stuff to poor people. i don't really need it much since i only wear same attire everyday, basic tee & jeans.

scary stalker...

haaay... you dont know what happened to me just a while ago...is this serendipity or what?...sheesh.

i went to shiny's house but the maid said she wasn't there....i didn't know that we weren't going to las pinas anymore. so instead, i went to gh all by myself to check out the tiangge and to eat my lunch coz i was hungry again....first, i went to theater mall then there was this guy chasing me...calling me... miss, miss... i refused to look at him...i thought it was other girl but he was actualy refering to me...he said i left something. he opened his backpack and i saw a white plastic... i knew it wasn't really mine, i told him. it was a pug dog stuff toy. he explained it to me... blah blah for 5 minutes, i told him he was weird... and he said "it was... i was following you, when you were crossing the street and i got out of the cab." btw, his name's niel... according to him, he was on vacation, he's from cali but grew up here in manila. ok, my plan was ruined because of him but he told me we could go around and shop together...but i wasn't comfortable being with him. he treat me to starbucks and supposed to be lunch also, but i got dyahe and so, i had to make excuses coz i was thinking other stuff possible may happen to me.. one thing i dont like him is that he's sooo loud that everyone looks at him especially when he told me he wants to make friends with me. to make the story short, he asked my number and i gave him my temporary number, the sun. thank God wala namang nangyari masama sakin.

oh well, finally beb and i ate at kebab~ been craving for chelo for 2 weeks.

whiny day

i have two big bruises on my both legs... as in really big. i had one last sunday and now it's purple...then had another on my right upper leg. this is not normal for me when im having my monthly period.

yesterday, i picked up my brother in PCA...then went to our dermatologist. three of us had an appointment...and according to my record, my last visit was 2 years ago... haha...then went to national bookstore at quezon ave...ugh!! the traffic and i was sooo hungry...my brother bought a lot of sytro balls, different sizes from 4 1/2 to 7. i dunno what came into my mind, that i bought a sketch book, charcoal pencil and watercolor pencils when i know i dont know how to draw.

my 2 brother and i almost had an accident. the truck at our back bumped us because he had no brakes. nagulat kaming 3. especially my younger brother who was at the back sleeping. buti na lang we were far from the car in front of us. i checked but good thing no damage not even a scratch. whew.

went home 930pm... pagod!

finish na defense

woohoo ang sarap ng feeling nakahinga nako ng maluwang.

HAAAY!

problem ko naman is job hunting! :)

too much stuff to tell

oohh, im feeling sleepy today. i dunno if it's because of the weather or because i haven't found time to lie on my bed and take a good rest.

from super bagyo... to christmas shopping

FRIDAY DECEMBER 3, 2004
i had nothing to do. i accompanied my mom to EDWARD TENG's shop. and went to NORTH, she asked me to park the car because the line was so long and she had to go, late for her gym.

SATURDAY DECEMBER 4, 2004
early morning, we went to St James Bazaar @ Cuenca. It was hot, kept complaining! i only got myself a satin belt bag, abercrombie jacket and a roxy trucker cap. then went to my aunt's place, we ate dessert. then we went to ATC for a while. mom and her friend went to rustan's. me, my bro and my cousin as usual hung out at starbucks.

our doggie, ANDREA finally came back to our house.

SUNDAY DECEMBER 5, 2004
woke up early. 730am. off to mass then went to makati. we ate lunch at EAST resto- gawd japanese foods are so great! im not really a make-up junkie but i love MAC's lipglass and with flavors. my mom bought this for me.


then miggy texted me, he was in ayala. i left my family in the supermarket and decided to meet him. we hung out at starbs and then went to timezone, played daytona ADVANCED- i lost. played bball shooting- i won. played air hockey- first game i won and second game- i lost . ahahahah!!!

Today, DECEMBER 6, 2004
my lil cousin's 2nd birthday today...too bad i can't go to her dinner party. because i had to pick up my sister in school. before that i went to SM to exchange the unfresh meats. we also bought birthday cake for her. went home after and took a 2 hour nap..

anyways, tomorrow is our system defense already. wish us luck! hopefully, things will turn out as it is.

super bagyo...

ive never mentioned this but today is supposed to be our system defense. early morning, miggy called me up not to worry about it anymore coz classes on all levels are suspended today. hear roar!! this will be so hassle again, rescheduling!!

im actually expecting a real horrible weather but parang di yata super bagyo dito sa ncr. my mom went out today, nakaswerte sya! wala akong school. she went out with my dad. pinabantay pa nya ako ng office ule! katamad...kainis!!

reuniting

everything happened in my room last night. but i wish i have my private line...

looking up at my ceiling, then i heard my cellphone ringing, i thought it was bojoo - the makulit guy. but it was shiza!! we talked about 30 minutes and from her voice, she's happy and contented now with her new ojt company. she told me what really happened to her at link2support. she lost her perfect vision because she was on computer screen 8hrs/day everyday and was a week absent. later, when she went back the next week, nagka trangkaso naman sya. she lives in cavite pa. oh well, i wanted to see her one of this days... =)

then about 930pm, my phone rang again while i was writing a retreat letter for my friend, edwin. and it appeared an unknown landline number...it was miggy...it was weird. he's the typical guy who doesnt speak too much when he goes out with me, he just listen, smile, laugh...but last night, my little brother had problems about his girls. so, i have to cheer him up...he was so funny last night... hmmm, he's gonna take me to a vintage store near FEU daw.

today, i was able to talk to aning!! my long lost friend from benilde... waaah!! i miss her so much. i didn't know what happened to her...basta for a year, wala akong balita sa kanya...but she just explained to me everything. she's in new york now...