my itsie bitsie life

all about me. my everyday life. random thoughts. my rant and rave. frustrations. wishes and dreams.

Saturday, July 31, 2004

home sweet home

guess who's back? ME!! hahaha. cant blog right now, im tired & i have tonsilitis.
grrr... hey! but i did enjoy my trip. it was fun & adventurous...will post pictures soon.

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

confused

argh! im confused with the world today. i cant understand guys now...im having bad impressions on them... *sobs* why? why?

nehooo...my mom and shobe are back from bangkok...i got my pasalubongs. two bags, 1 top, 1 jacket and 1 jeans... the bags were really best buy...because she got it 70% cheaper than here...ang galing...only the denims were not my type. she still can't understand my denim style. i've been looking for wrist clutch bag over the weekend which i couldn't find... but my lola got me one there and it was cute. it's yellow.

im going to palawan for a 4 day vacation with my grandparents & a cousin...my airfare is free courtesy of my lolo... *sigh* i really deserve to have a break. waaah i haven't packed any of my things yet!

im gonna miss bloggin and whoever reads this...i shall miss you too *mwah*

advance happy weekend to everyone!

where's my hug? how about my kiss?

hahaha bye for now!

Monday, July 26, 2004

so yesterday

the first thing i did when i woke up was to help my brother with his "painless poem". i was so clueless, i didn't encounter that during my time. buti na lang there were some instruction how to make one. hahaha i decided to try it.

fashion designer
needle, threads, beads
creative, resourceful, passionate
sewing, cutting, measuring
in fashion shows every year
it's one of my frustrations

haaay. we watched i, robot yesterday at g4 with my dad & my lil bro. it's so hard to imagine our world in the future with those robots.

grrr.. oh my phone doesn't start until now...coz yesterday my batt was empty na and i couldn't recharge it...but it wont! something's wrong with my charger. i wont be receiving texts from my friends... hassle!

Sunday, July 25, 2004

jam pack schedule

my weekend was so jampacked and it wasn't fun. i hope this will be the last time that im going to do a favor for my mom. coz im hell tired. wasted. haggard. everything associated with those words, you name it. daym! i feel so ugly that i need to have my haircut.

nehooo... because i was busy, i almost forgot to greet my mom on her birthday...my mom's out of the country right now with my sister...argh!!! was supposed to go with them but i chose not to. i will just feel guilty and i've been there na. nakakatempt mag shopping dun. kaya better dito na lang din ako sa pinas.

Thursday, July 22, 2004

i kissed dating goodbye

after reading i kissed dating goodbye by joshua harris, i want to go back to church and sing with the choir. i stopped since i graduated in high school. i miss singing...what more worse is that i miss serving the Lord, our God. :(

ive come to realize that i should appreciate what life i have right now...singleness is God's gift to me. i should learn to trust him everything and that i have to wait for the ONE.

Angel thought for the day:
"Lord, today i choose to forgive everyone because you have forgiven me. i forgive my parents, spouse, children,friends,relatives and negativity ever bestowed on me. As i forgive everyone today, may they also forgive me all my tresspasses. AMEN." From Sirach 28:2 -"Forgive the mistakes of you neighbor and you mak ask that your sins be forgiven."

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

phone, chat, text

i spent my day at home, chatting on net, texting & talking to friends.

i texted D, my long lost hs friend, is already working in a head office bank in makati with her boyfriend & future husband na rin. hehe. they have been together for years now. so prolly, chances they would end up together na talaga :)

im lost with the world, kahapon pala ung retreat ni beb, nasa tagaytay sya now. hmm...hindi man lang ako nakapagsulat ng letter. lang kwentang kaibigan ako! hahaha

i chatted with few people online...it's my last resort when im bored. none of them made me happy...i miss someone but unfortunately, i never heard anything from him anymore. maybe, he's just another guy who passes by into my life. =(

i spent two hours talking to C but i felt kindda weird talking to him on the phone even text or chat. hahaha i told him about that. i still doubt if he's really texting me. tipid kasi magtext eh....we talked about life in general. but it think everything i told him was nonsense!

Monday, July 19, 2004

tampurururot!

nakakatawa kanina ung wrong number guy. actually, ngayon lang ako nakasagot ng phone. umalis ung katulong eh.

me:hello??
guy: hello ma'm good afternun
me:hmmm...yes?
guy:pwede po kay mr. ignacio?
me:hmmm...ano number dina-yal mo?
guy: *nagisip* aaah...wrong number?
me: *natawa na lang*

tumawag ulit. kala nya security agency tong number namin! haaay*

independence

soundcheck- rivermaya: between the stars & waves

my worst sleeping habit...i slept at 3am a while ago. i was texting a friend kaya di inaantok!

i have a new found friend... hi jhoanna! thanks for visiting my site & nice chattin' with yah gurl =D

hmmm...yesterday...wasn't a typical family day to me. i was feeling independent, meaning doing things on your own without parents consent! hahaha. i accompanied beb to buy some stuff then we went to church together in u.p. diliman. it was my first time to go there. then went to podium, strolled around the stores alone. i watched spiderman2 alone. i ate my dinner at figaro alone too. oh diba? then i saw joross gamboa...that guy from star circle quest, mag isa lang din sha...dapat pala nagsama na lang kami! harhar. nagkatingin nga kami eh. though we were schoolmates b4, kaya deadma...hehe. pero ang gwapo nya talaga...:p~ i was already picturing myself when im in the states. mejo malungkot pero i survived the night naman, i already went home 11pm. fyi, i did run errands for my mother.

today is my rest day...haysalamatsadiyos!

Sunday, July 18, 2004

amah's birthday

i just woke up! hehe uhm...i cant sleep last night coz i took a lot of caffeine during the party. it's been a long time since i had 2 glasses of coke. so yesterday, it was my amah's 73th birthday. the whole ongteco clan were present- husbands & wives of my cousins, my niece & nephew, and soon-to-be part of the family. there were a lot of yummy foods and especially desserts! there was a
candle blowing
yes that's her...and of course, giving angpao's was everyone's favorite part. hehe. i didnt able to go out to buy food for the party (traffic) and a new red shirt...instead, i had a cabinet attack. i found a decent one and paired it with white hipsy belt.:)
 
my 2 year old niece, andrea, can speak english, chinese & tagalog...but she pronounces the phrase, "catch the ball" as catchupoy....hahaha. she likes me to take pictures of her and demands me to take one more shot.
 
x-cess: i put a music background, so you need to turn on your speakers and imagine, you're at the beach bumming with a friend for some drink, like the one shown here beside this -->> wow! i miss being in BORA. :D

Saturday, July 17, 2004

home sweet home

finally! im home!! tinamad kasi ako umuwi kagabi bcoz of the rain...i borrowed the notebook, the alchemisti kissed dating goodbye & boy meets girl from my couz & some assorted magazines...dahil alam kong magiging bato na naman ako next week.
 
so yesterday...
my cousin & i went to rockwell...sale kasi eh...pero wala naman kaming nabili, kumain lang kami sa nacho's fast. si karen takaw tingin, daming food binili. hindi rin nya naubos. hahaha! hmmm... pina take out pero iniwan din namin sa package counter...twice na namin ginawa un! mwahaha!
 
i watched the news. ipagbabawal na daw nila ung cellphone in school...maraming against...syempre necessity na un dito sa pinas. pero tingin ko hindi nila kaya ipagbawal un. eh nung dati nga bawal, nakakapag dala pa ako nun at nakiki charge pa ako kasi ba naman sa may dingding ako nakaupo ako nun, may plug...haha ang kups ko talaga. hs days pa un...
 
grabeh, my day is so tiring. i went to manila this early morning to pick up my brother in school then went to my dad's office. then went to makati, eat lunch...last, i dropped off my brother in libis...guess what? im just wearing pajama at hindi pa nakaligo...(naka toothbrush & hilamos naman ako hehe)wala na kasi akong damit eh. pero nakaligo na ko ngayon...*sigh* sarap ng feeling! tagal ko nga naligo eh 30 minutes.
 
we're celebrating a-mah's birthday later night dito sa compound lang. we all need to wear red! nakamputs! wala na mga red shirts ko dito naipamigay ko na. ung natira na lang dito ung nasuot ko na sa babang luksa. hindi na pwede ulitin...some chinese tradition kasi. baka bumili ako later sa sm north, uutusan na naman ako buy foods for party.
 
 

Friday, July 16, 2004

nakalayas din sa wakas

yes, i went to lp yesterday. arrgh! nakakaburat. i waited her for 1 hour. buti na lang, my cousin let me borrowed her driver, she was in manaog kasi. ayaw ako pag commute ng mom ko kasi!  *sigh* halos maloka loka nako. i didnt bring my book or something i could read, with me. buti na lang may pen & notebook ako,  i scribbled all my feelings & thoughts.  i texted my friend who lives there. hmmm parang ayaw nya akong kitain dun. hmf!

im here in my lola's office, using her pc. she's going out of town with my lolo for the weekend. we're hanging out here for a while. you know what? i love it here! even it's friggin' cold.
 
i slept over here in makati and ive been with my cousin since yesterday. we watched mean girls  late night @ g4! i really really like the movie and i plan to buy a dvd copy of it. it stands out among chickflick movies ive ever seen-a hilarious one. it didnt bore me at all. plus, the guy was really cute....(no uhm, i guess i have to change that word into HOTTIE!) hahaha jonathan bennett you are so hot! 
 
i think im moving on with my depression. before going home, we bought foods at wendy's. i pigged out my favorite meal (bacon mushy melt) with free frosty (courtesy of globe gf).   i saw brad pitt on star movies showing meet joe black, read few magazines and went to bed.
  
xtras:
here's some photos taken a month ago.   K & I in houseblend, our fave tambayan after school. nakakamiss ung braces ko. eto, kulit namin dito! hahah nag videoke lang kami nun! mga sawi ung kinakanta namin! and last, i took this pic! obviously, wala ako jan. haha 

happy weekend to you guys*mwaah*




Thursday, July 15, 2004

bag addict

i want this, this and my list goes on and on. hahaha! uhm, i wish in the states right now to buy those things but i have to finish school first and work hard after to earn my own molas.

i hate my mother right now. *sob*

feeling pretty

im feeling pretty today! hahaha im wearing a purple basic tee, a faded denim jeans, some cute accessories & a pair of tsinelas! :)

i isolated myself at home for 3 days, doing the same routine. so, im going out today for a change! uhm, actually... im meeting my thesismate at las pinas 3pm. i dunno what's gonna happen to me coz i live at north and im not quite familiar with the place. que sera sera... but definitely, im going to seize my day, after!

this is my cutie lil sister. i love her so much. she's the smarty girl in our family. the photo was taken last sunday.

chapter 6 nako! hahaha loser.

i watched crazy/beautiful again last night! *sigh* i cant get enough of jay hernandez...he's such a cutie! i really love that movie. even if the girl's a troublemaker, the guy chooses to be with her. i mean where could you find a guy like that? someone who'll love you for who you are. ohhh my! where's my boy!?

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

with a reason

now i came up with 3 reasons why i had to change my blog.

(1) i want to start all over again. from now on, im gonna write something nice and try not to concentrate on the bad side. it's so suck-y!
(2) im sick and tired of my lousy layout.
(3) the princess thing, i dunt think i deserve to be called one. hahaha!

that's all for now.

totoo ito!

i got this from hipstah's blog...waaahh! totoo ito!!
my degree in the university of blogging try nyo rin! :D

aga kong gumising

good morning manila! congratulate me coz for this week, this is the earliest time i woke up! hahaha i usually wake up late like 9 or 10am.

i watched you got served last night. i find black american accent really cute. i suddenly remember sir duane, my crushie trainer. oh gosh! why am i like this? hahaha! but really i miss talking & seeing him around libis!

im done with chapter 3 of my book...hahaha... im so bum!

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

eat & read

im reading my new book, diary of a working girl. damn, im such a slow reader. i just finished reading the chapter 2 a while ago and there are 18 more chapters to go. i felt so dizzy so i stopped reading it.

hunger strikes me after. so, i went to the kitchen and made a sandwich for myself. i only had cheese pimiento spread on it. i ate few sour creme pringles and 2 glasses of water. i opened the fridge and found some neapolitan's chocolates...now, i am satisfied!

i was in the car when i saw a familiar face passing by in front of me. i remember what he told me before that they have 10 cars as well as telephone lines at home. whew. sounds sarcastic but i did actually ignored it because i didnt have a proof. besides, i just met him in an org, so i don't know him that much. and i wasn't quite sure if he's a gay or straight. why am i writing this here? because i really hate social climbers. i just don't feel them. they're being unreal.

refreshing

i feel so refreshed right now, cuz i just got out of the shower! hehe...but depressed pa rin...:( i hope i'll get over it soon.

for a very long time, i finally decided to install mIRC again in my computer. i chatted with this guy from ca. and whatta a small world, we have a common friend. :D

Monday, July 12, 2004

my very 1st post!

hi to everyone! this is another blog of mine...hehe...im settling down here, this is really my final decision. dont you think this is much decent than the other one?

miggy- mabuhay ka! welcome back!